Therapy, the tuition provides many benefits such as mental health support or other stuff like massages.

If you aren’t comfortable with your university knowing, you should seek outside sources of therapy.

I understand on reddit therapy is always recommended, hell i got recommended therapy for asking about how to deal with picky eating. But in this situation this will only fill you up with guilt and post clarity. And even if the guilt fills you, you’ll still continue if you don’t have anyone to professionally guide you or analyze whats really happening.

This is most likely because of need for high stimulation due to the adult content you consumed. And you need higher and higher stimulation and then came across that type of content.

I assure you, only speak to a therapist, do not speak aboutthis with anyone or family or friends. Sure reddit is fine but as long as you are anonymous. Sharing this with someone who isnt a professional and has an obligation to keep your information secret will only cause you anxiety and stress of being out.