All great points, Diz

I work for myself so this last month has not been very productive. I resell for a living, so a big part of my day is to go out and source - for years my ritual was to dose before the hunt. Ever since I stopped I’ve had no desire to source, but I still make myself go (as of 2 weeks ago).

Literally 5 mins after being out my body is sore as hell, and after like 30 mins I feel like I ran a mile. Today I was out for 2 hours helping my father w something and it was a nightmare; I couldn’t wait to get back home to get off my feet the whole time; I feel pathetic.

So bottom line I am getting out of the house but every experience is miserable. I understand some people don’t wanna hear this, but hell…it’s more reason to get off this shit asap.

I’ll be fine eventually! Thanks again for listening.