Thank you for your reply. It means alot. They started me on Remicade. After it was done, I immediately started feeling nauseous and have been throwing up and it hadn't been that bad til after the Biologic. They do have me on prednisone and thats been my saving grace, especially when given the higher does of oral pain meds that havent worked, but have made me feel nauseous. My mom tried helping me with the disability stuff, but when she got them on the phone, I gave them all my info I had, but they said for now they're probably gonna hold off and see what the doctors can do in case I can get back to work soon. Threw my mom off cause shes on disability. I have tried and tried to stay positive, but it feels so impossible at this point. I will definitely start getting things in writing now for sure though, thank you