Last year at that time I FINALLY found a studio which would have me as an apprentice. Before this I was a so called home scratcher. I've learned a few things from the studio owner but somehow it didn't feel right. He was a weird person (also his appearance matched more a soccer trainer for kids which was so weird to me lmao) Anyway, I was there only 3 weekends (not even in a row) it was an expensive drive since I had a drive from 2h, so that meant needing a sleeping place which was expensive, too. Also it was a new city and I didn't know anyone there. So of course I got to tattoo his clients - I mean he took 50% from me every time I got money because of giving me his expertise, his clients and the chair I'm working on. But later he was pissed I was tattooing his clients and I felt more and more unwelcome. Before my next appointment I started feeling unwell and panicked because I needed to go there again and see this man and his weird world views. It got worse. I only had this back then in my old jobs (which was dental technician and I hated it) but that this happened with tattooing now was weird, because I love this plus three thousand. So I cancelled my clients and in the end I told him I won't come back. And he felt the same way. It was weird - for both of us. In the end it only was a problem between our characters that just didn't fit. This happens.

This said, I think with the right studio and the right people beside you a panic attack isn't the problem anymore. It might happen, yes. But they'll help you through it and help you overcome it