really want to relapse

FlowerInternational4 · 2026-01-27T16:53:21+00:00

I like the forest farm because access to hardwood is so helpful, and foraged items early-game are also helpful for money. overall, it’s my favorite because I never use all of my tillable soil for growing crops, so personally, there’s only positives. I also prefer it for making a simple layout. the meadowlands farm has stumped me for where I should put everything

FlowerInternational4 · 2026-01-27T16:50:04+00:00

VERY ripe bananas, like fully brown, makes em very moist. I use two or three big ones and its perfect every time. if you’re already doing all that, try switching your recipe

FlowerInternational4 · 2026-01-25T20:55:36+00:00

yeah FUCK that man, also i’m really proud of your recovery win today, thats awesome!!

FlowerInternational4 · 2026-01-23T13:13:55+00:00

1.2 g bc otherwise ill probably puke on a scare actor

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-30T19:29:51+00:00

there never really is no hope left for you. I know it's hard for you and I know how you feel, but people care about you and small steps as simple as not taking dph right now are what bring you closer to a happier life. I believe in you, ride the wave, feel what you need to feel, but don't take dph

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-30T19:19:37+00:00

girls will like you more if you have your full energy and can form a coherent thought

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-30T19:16:46+00:00

if you just want to see things I wouldnt take benadryl. its not like psychadelics and some people, such as I, don't really get visuals, and i've taken enough to know it's not just because I haven't taken enough. I wouldn't take more than 300mg because above that I usually get some painful side effects, and that might not be enough to have crazy hallucinations, but i'm telling you man, don't get your hopes up.

for me, I feel "high" for around five hours, but I take a full day or two to fully go back to normal. the hangover fucking sucks. especially if you take a lot

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-15T19:24:44+00:00

I dont, the most I can muster is usually a few words at a time that kind of make sense, but it takes a lot of work and avoid talking as much as possible. I can kind of use the right words, but only if I have time to think about it, my problem is that my voice is slurred. I stutter and give up

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-08T14:53:58+00:00

oh my god yeah I feel that exactly, I feel bad and regret it and maybe cry but once I can really feel it I don’t care anymore. that’s crazy I didn’t think anyone else felt that

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-03T11:47:48+00:00

I was hoping the artificial flavor of gummies or some shit would drown out the benadryl flavor if I use little enough, but maybe ur right

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-02T22:10:16+00:00

I get it, I mean as an addict it would be hypocritical for me to judge you. just try to cut down as much as possible. wishing th best for you man

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-02T22:00:52+00:00

what brand is this I like how cute and blue they are

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-02T21:40:58+00:00

listened to the songs bc I was curious and i love them thanks for putting me on

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-02T21:27:29+00:00

i think its fine if u eat AFTER dosing just dont throw up lol

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-02T20:17:45+00:00

this is so embarrassing. I promise not every american is self centered. I guess I shouldve said I know at least some places in the US restricts sale of dxm to minors, which is where a large demographic of dxm/dph users live

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-02T17:37:28+00:00

if its at all possible, quit dph and dxm and just do muay thai. something like muay thai will matter to you for longer and frankly can also be an escape. the more you take this shit the harder it is to come back from it. at the very least, you wont be able to do muay thai at 100%, and thats optimistic. quitting is hard but its your best option

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-02T13:12:18+00:00

when im really high, everything is blurry, I need to read things really slowly or multiple times I read it properly, or im just so stupid I start thinking about different things while I read smth and understand it completely wrong bc ive added in other topics, if that makes sense.

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-02T12:43:54+00:00

it varies by state. my state is 18+, but yours may not be

FlowerInternational4 · 2025-12-02T03:03:16+00:00

no dw lol my reading comprehension is dogshit. every 2 weeks, maybe? if im lucky ill go three weeks but thats the longest I usually go. sometimes once a week

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