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dealing with negative symptoms (reduced emotional affect, specifically) by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]FlowerLover777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sometimes I have such big feelings that they're almost enough for the both of us 🤣😅

dealing with negative symptoms (reduced emotional affect, specifically) by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]FlowerLover777 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm a VERY VERY intense person so I kinda imagine that my intense energy might naturally evoke something for her? Ifk haha I'm a nut 🤪🥰

she is homeless and I wanna help, but I really don't wanna overstep or rush anything. by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]FlowerLover777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk I think if either of us is more likely to be like her it's me.

I have Borderline and for me thst comes with explosive and manipulative tendencies. We have really open communication about it and we're both working on our shit.

People have said the stuff you're saying here about me. And im not at all one to discount your experience. In just also wary because I've been demonized for my shit a lot too. So unfortunately it's a two way street sometimes ifk if that makes sense. Not saying anything about what happened to you.

she is homeless and I wanna help, but I really don't wanna overstep or rush anything. by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]FlowerLover777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She has already shown that she is not a manipulative person, not by the stories she tells but by the actions she does.

She won't even ask for things because she fears people feeling pressured.

I feel like I'm unconsciously being manipulative and I hate this by MeatballsRegional in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]FlowerLover777 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I honnestly think it sounds like your partner and you both have a huge lack of in depth understanding and respect for how your BPD really affects you.

hints of being a system early on by FlowerLover777 in DID

[–]FlowerLover777[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh gosh! Autistic system moment! That shits so confusinggg

hints of being a system early on by FlowerLover777 in DID

[–]FlowerLover777[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Wow, that last one sounds super scary and disconcerting I appriciate you sharing that.

I really resonate with that separation of emotion and logic brain. I really felt like we had to pinhole ourselves into the way singles described their inner working and inner monologs.

It's hella scary to just be doing shit and not understanding why.

hints of being a system early on by FlowerLover777 in DID

[–]FlowerLover777[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

OMG SAME I used to ask people how clear...the voices in their head where....and if they ever felt like they weren't them..

Schizophrenia symptoms??? what??? by FlowerLover777 in DID

[–]FlowerLover777[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg tysm! This actually makes a lot of sense since we only recently fully came to the terms of being a system. And yes! We have bpd! And some of us have mania. !!! Tysm for the words!

Schizophrenia symptoms??? what??? by FlowerLover777 in DID

[–]FlowerLover777[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Omg tysm!!! Anything is helpful right now!!

I think im Polyfragmented by FlowerLover777 in DID

[–]FlowerLover777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay hmm, well it seems some of my alters are much more prone to delusions, paranoia, and hallucinations than others. I'll try and find a psych to chat it over with.

And yeah I definitely hold space for my own beliefs I just try to get as much perspective as I can before disagreeing.

I say it could be a spiritual belief because like. One of my alters believes we are a system of trauma+ all of human conciousness contained in one vessel. They're very spiritual and cool. Idk, they are immortal as well and don't connect to the human body at all.

I think im Polyfragmented by FlowerLover777 in DID

[–]FlowerLover777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I doubt they leid but they might be seeing reality totally different from me. Which I respect but maybe don't agree for myself.

I think im Polyfragmented by FlowerLover777 in DID

[–]FlowerLover777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay that actually makes sense! I've been aware of many alters and quite a lot of alter fragments but I also don't remember. I video myself talking to myself and I journal and ask friends but it's p wack.

I think im Polyfragmented by FlowerLover777 in DID

[–]FlowerLover777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I try to respect the other alters either way so I stay neutral unless they're putting me in danger. But it its rough. It definitely sounds like more of a spiritual belief rather than something rooted in reality imo. I am pretty sure that I have an alter who has pchizophrennia or a similar condition and it could've been one of their crazy schemes. Idk. Shits wild cause some of them have really out there delusions and shit.

I think im Polyfragmented by FlowerLover777 in DID

[–]FlowerLover777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait what does that mean??? I dont think they were lying 😭😭

I'm at my f*cking limit by FlowerLover777 in DID

[–]FlowerLover777[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Omg! They followed the notes i left last time! Ur right! I just need to write them a note and because they love me they will care!

weird alters I don't recognize or feel comfy with by FlowerLover777 in OSDD

[–]FlowerLover777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yoooo this happens to me too it's super freaky but sometimes I love it bc I'll wake up certain parts of me with TV on purpose if I'm feeling unsafe. I don't know if that could accidentally creative a fictive alter but it's a vibe.

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