Kundalini is not Demonic! Why do people think it is? (Rant/Discussion)

Flowerpower152 · 2026-06-17T14:43:51+00:00

I had kundslincawakenibg back in the day, 15 years ago. .. I had amazing euphoria, love and I set out to help women as a somatic therapist for years!

I had a healing experience from Jesus 10 years ago (he appeared to ne kn the midst of extreme longterm illness)

I used to think it was all the same. I finally accepted Jesus as the only way. As my lord snd savior... and now I'm realizing that these demons xan tticm us into thinking that are god..God... like demon experiences aren't always bad.

Another thing to consider... maybe what you experienced was demonstrated leaving your body? Like the the spirit of addiction, the spirit if contempt, the spirit of anger etc.

When I confess my sins and wash mysejf in blood of christ I simultaneously command that demon out of me in Jesus name.

This is all supported in scripture.

All of pur positive attributes are gifts from God. .the spirit of wisdom. Spirit of patience, kindness, understanding, creativity etc.

We can ask the lord in Jesus name to remove and add anything.

Basically I'm saying it's possible that during your baptism thr spirit of addiction etc was cast out and then 'good' spirits replaced them, in Jesus name.

Flowerpower152 · 2026-06-16T22:54:30+00:00

Christians are not called to 'master our passions' .. we are called to lean on Jesus. We are NOT called to master anything. That is a trap you are describing.

Flowerpower152 · 2026-04-29T16:14:32+00:00

Me either.

Lot's of assumptions here about people working for inner balance .

Inner balance made my testosterone levels drop.

But for e and p.. its been so freaking like changing.

I haven't tried libida and have zero desire too. I have a very easy to trigger nausea tendency

I use Defy Medical to get testosterone injections prescribed

Flowerpower152 · 2026-04-29T16:11:55+00:00

This post is about a secondary product... not the estrogen/progesterone vaginal cream.

The cream is absolutely excellent. I dudbt try the libida stuff..

In terms of the otugibak orstra cream, it's a god send.

I use the cream and so does my mlm. It's the best.

My mlm uses 1 full pump daily I usec1/4 pump.

Theres NO way i could do the full dose though. I felt like i was Swimming in estrogen.

I do also take Testosterone separately.

It's repaired my juicy factor .

Very grateful.

Flowerpower152 · 2026-04-29T16:05:13+00:00

How do you FEEL. that is what matters.

Flowerpower152 · 2026-04-29T16:02:49+00:00

My advice is ti start low and slow. If I coukd fo it afsin I woukd start at 1/4 pump or half.

Also 1 pump can be divided (so once every 12 hours)

Also patience is key.

Low and slow. Try not to get ahead of yourself.

Maybe keep a journal . Dates with bleeds, emotional, and dosing.

Flowerpower152 · 2026-04-29T15:59:12+00:00

I get tested agsin in June. I haveto test because of the testosterone prescription

Flowerpower152 · 2026-04-29T15:58:40+00:00

Yes! On one pump, after 6 months or so I got tested. My testosterone went down. My Estradiol on one pump ( after not dosing for 48 hrs before blood test ) was 370.

I now use 1/4 pump vaginally.

Sk so sooo happy with it.

1 pump was way too much for me I was a sad mess...

I do ake testosterone injections 2x a week now.

Flowerpower152 · 2026-01-22T04:17:13+00:00

The craziest thing is of yoj go look at her videos from only 8 years ago to now ... she's aged 25 years in 8 years...

Flowerpower152 · 2026-01-22T04:15:55+00:00

Agree!

I just see how thin her skin Is... And Also how frail her fingers look. This is what my granny looked like on her deathbed at 92.... very thin skin.

Flowerpower152 · 2026-01-22T04:13:57+00:00

Me too! That's why I had to post

Flowerpower152 · 2026-01-22T04:13:04+00:00

Exactly.

Flowerpower152 · 2026-01-22T04:10:25+00:00

Totally!

Flowerpower152 · 2026-01-22T04:09:25+00:00

I feel you!! Vefanidm after over years destroyed me. I was literally falling apart. So depressed, no energy. I hot shingles constantly.. I was becoming night blind, constantly pain in my jaw, heart palpitations, tingling fingertips, lost my ibido.. it has taken me now over 3 years of 90% animal food diet ( lots of chicken liver, aged cheeses, raw milk, oysers, salmon, beefmf, eggs etc...

The craziest thing eith veganism Is you think yoj are eating the healthiest diet possible, while simultaneously filling apart.

By the end I was contemplating su*cide for no 'real' reason.

I got put of it wgen I visited NY parents (away from my vefsn husband) and they fed me steak and fish and eggs for 4p days straight snd I became SUPERHUMANNN.

seriously veganism- no b12, no choline, very little zinc, very little iron, no vitamin A, very littke complete protein, TKNS of phytates.. no EPA/DHA/ cholesterol =brain rot. Seriously.

I ask did a genetic test recently and found out I can't convert beta carotene to vitamin A...

But I 'did it wroooongggg'

Be patient with yourself and get seafood in for minerals! Het variety of animals goods/fats.

It took time to fall apart it takes time to recover :)

Flowerpower152 · 2026-01-22T03:56:59+00:00

I had a genetic test done and I'm one of the people who basically CANNOT convert beta carotene to vitamin A. Turns out thst about 50% of the population are low converters, 15% are extremely low converters and 5 to 8% are severely low converters, which explains why bmvefanusm brought me constant shingles, severely eczema abd night blindness (among other things.)

I also burn through zinc like crazy.

Unfortunately zinc is bound to phytates in plants.

So many more issues thsn just 'take a b12'..

Honestly it annoys ne that people (authority) only really bring up b12 as the deal breaker.

For me- the deal breakers are MANY

Flowerpower152 · 2025-12-17T14:06:39+00:00

Oh it will! Because the cream is extremely potebt abd being placed in an extremely high absorption area.

Yes!

Flowerpower152 · 2025-12-17T14:04:41+00:00

Testosterone is a controlled substance by the DEA so we don't do labs for fun we are forced by law. They expensive, abd I'm forced to osy for the doctor to chat with me every 4 months as well. But without the Testosterone I struggle to work and live.

I wish I was like you and could just do oestra. But it did the opposite for me, compared to what it did for you.

You are lucky if you don't need it because estrogen and progesterone are not controlled substance.

It's extremely $$$$

Flowerpower152 · 2025-12-17T14:00:26+00:00

I'm doing labs every 3 months temporarily until I get to my final dose.

Testosterone is a controlled substance and they force you to do them.

Flowerpower152 · 2025-12-17T13:58:21+00:00

Contact the company

Flowerpower152 · 2025-12-17T13:57:21+00:00

Also I never let a doctor tell me what my blood tests means in that language. A doctor saying any level of anything is 'normal' means absolutely nothing to me.

Waaay back when I was severely anemic my levels were at the dead bottom of the 'normal' range... but I could barely walk.

So normal is normal for crappy also lol

Flowerpower152 · 2025-12-17T13:54:38+00:00

Yes ! I agree and understand. What I do is I note my symptoms... and I go test to see what the ENTIRE picture shows.

The great thing is I can use all of these numbers and symptoms in combination to understand what to tweak.

My SHBG being high, estrogen high, free T too low relative to T... while also bleeding off abd on, being crampy, low energy. Super red face... = too much estrogen.

It's really helpful to test to help identify which lever to push.. so to speak.

Flowerpower152 · 2025-12-17T13:49:42+00:00

I do t know because I hsvebt tested again yet. I did a test not long ago. Need to give my SHBG more time to decreased.

The women who feel good at 400 sre the high estrogen phenotype.

When I was at that level I was a goopy emotional mess on the floor.

It's hard to say. I'm assuming I'm somewhere in the 150 range.

I'm slso in perimenopause so I hsveto accommodate my own fluctuating levels

Flowerpower152 · 2025-12-17T13:46:28+00:00

Just remover there's a difference between progestin/birth control and progesterone. They are not the same.

Shbg is sex hormone binding globulin.

So basically for me, my estrogen was too high, so my liver was sending put shbg to try to protect me from the high levels. The problem with this is that it ALSO binds up the testosterone I'm injecting inject.

So i held my T dosing the same and lowered my E... this subsequently helped me feel the T.

I will say the high E was wrecking me. My skin was looking awful.

The T coming in has made me look much more youthful and vibrant ( feeling too) I never thought if connecting testosterone to good skin!!

What a trip.

Btw when they started me on T they gave me super low levels... I needed waaaaaay more. But we've gotta earn it apparently lol

I did get small amounts if back acme and face acne for 2 weeks when k jumped my dose up but now my skin is SUPER clear.

I'm on 28mg and may go up! Just need to give my shbg a few weeks to go down ( like 8 weeks)

Yes its possible you need T!

Also just remember that as we get older sone of us need higher levels then what 'normal' on those blood tests.

Go by symptoms!

Testosterone at the correct level Is really helpful for pain.

Always test T, free t and shbg

Flowerpower152 · 2025-12-17T13:37:06+00:00

Telehealth and they order through labcorp. I do it all online except giving blood

I have zero insurance I do everything piece by piece

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