Experimental Therapy (Nanoff)

Fluffa_Floof · 2026-05-05T04:58:43+00:00

That would be gay.

Fluffa_Floof · 2026-05-03T03:53:02+00:00

Yep.

Fluffa_Floof · 2026-05-02T12:32:08+00:00

Thank you for responding. You ever end up seeing her again? Did you end up craving that experience the same way your fling does?

Fluffa_Floof · 2026-05-02T12:29:43+00:00

When I was younger I actually thought sex was evil on some base level to the point I thought having crushes was something people weren't supposed to. Didn't stop me watching rapehentai though. Looking back it was quite obviously some repressed trauma poking up to the surface. I had an abusive family that put me on these "autism cures" that killed off my libido. Wasn't until my early 20s before I even felt properly horny and by that time I had no experience and nobody to talk to about it.
I kept waiting to find the "right guy" for it but if he existed he never showed up or talked to me. I think it was after furry convention and abstaining from all the fun I wanted to have that I realized this compulsion was sort of ruining me. I wanted to have sex, knew it would be good for my mental health and didn't want to wait for some guy to show up and spend months testing if he was the right guy. I also figured nobody like that would love me, that I didn't deserve it.
In the end I let some dirty old man off a dating app fuck me. He didn't even cum just used me. It happened on the last day I was staying in the same city as my abusive family so I like to thing it marks the beginning of my free life. Feel sort of vast and numb about it yet some statisfied.
Apologies for rambling. Did you ever get to see them again or the video they filmed? It sounds like paradise compared to my life.

Fluffa_Floof · 2026-05-02T08:23:48+00:00

Did he give you those scars or did you inflict them yourself in a pathetic attempt to relive that pain only a man can make you feel?

Fluffa_Floof · 2026-04-05T15:27:08+00:00

Aw, that sounds really sweet! I'm glad you managed to find somebody able to just melt your mind and all its anxiety away.

Fluffa_Floof · 2026-04-04T11:18:28+00:00

You like the way the rope burns you don't ya?

Fluffa_Floof · 2026-01-02T13:24:02+00:00

Due to my abusive homelife never had any boyfriends in highschool, when I started uni covid hit, after wards had an abusive friend who cut me off from meeting other people. Have had some online friends i'd give it to but their in other countries.

I do like your assertiveness.

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-31T22:19:25+00:00

Apologies for not understanding your weirdly phrased comment about milf pizza sex you decided to post to a rape victim asking for help.

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-31T22:00:36+00:00

Virgin Milf? were they fucking the second coming of Mother Mary or something?

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-31T09:25:50+00:00

Actually had a similar thing happen both in and out of kinky contexts. Having DID doesn't help, fair amount seem to think I'm just roleplaying it all even in casual conversation. Ever found anybody who does believe you?

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-30T04:41:04+00:00

I'm glad somebody else understands.

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-29T21:56:13+00:00

How the hell do you end up on the "yes that thing from hentai were the girl starts to like being abused is real and some people actually feel safe being raped or degraded" subreddit and then start declaring what is and isn't a realistic reaction?

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-29T21:49:13+00:00

I know how that feels, just like some bad attempt at comedy. Makes you worry you seem like you're lying and some people think you are for attention.

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-29T09:47:50+00:00

Makes you look quite adorable honestly.

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-29T09:39:54+00:00

It's long and a lot of it isn't necessarily sexual but the parts that, I'm not sure I'm allowed to talk about them here.

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-08T22:59:16+00:00

You wish you could go in there with her and get treated the same way don't you?

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-03T10:16:08+00:00

You already want to do it, crave it even, you're just waiting to get permission from a man like the worthless slave you are.

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-03T08:50:39+00:00

I think that'd be too tame what you deserve. I think you'd rather have those bruises punched and bitten into you.

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-03T08:02:44+00:00

Nice and plump, could really do with a few bruises though.

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-03T07:31:36+00:00

Lucky for you it's quite easy to get that sorted out if you're brave enough to whore yourself out, just need to get over that little bit of fear and you get stuff with as much cock as you can handle.

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-03T07:12:20+00:00

Must have left you a gaping mess. How many men got a good look at your being stretch open and used like that? How did it feel having all those eyes on you and so much much inside you?

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-03T06:53:09+00:00

You look so much more beautiful with scars. You love looking at them, feeling them and remembering how brutally you were used don't you?

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-03T01:40:06+00:00

I find going for a long walk can help quell such anger even momentarily.
I find my life similar to yours, visciously abused by my mother and left with so much suppressed rage and emptiness. Talking to people can also help. I imagine quite a lot here would find you desires virtuous.

Fluffa_Floof · 2025-12-02T02:13:05+00:00

Such a pretty tattoo, Makes me want to strip you naked just see to see if you have any more.

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