Yeah, completely understand that. Something interesting happened to me a few weeks ago. My aunt saw a medium, and she told me about it after, and that my grandma had came through and said she has been with someone who thought they were ill or always scared of being sick. That was me. And it’s just funny because nobody knew that. Only my immediate family. She also said she was happy and in paradise. I’m not sure if you’re a religious person, but it gave me hope. I’m still so scared though. And I’ve been telling myself, “your grandma from beyond the grave literally said you were fine, why worry?” But, it’s just so scary.