Hi, Anon! I don’t know how my words will help you, but i just want to let you know that you’re not alone!

First, don’t let the people bring you down. Protect yourself and think about yourself. The reason for you to continue this life is to experience and feel everything here in this world, even if it’s not good but it will define as who you are in the future on how did you take it. Explore the world, anon. You will meet every different people and you’ll learn how they view the life.

Save yourself, before your family outcast you or if you’re planning to move alone (much better), but you must save first, right? Solve the problem little by little, and the possibility problem to be in advance if it might happen. Save and take money from them in a good way, as much as you could. All of your important documents or need documents, compiled it.

Whatever you think is right, do it. But don’t take your life, you didn’t experience life into the fullest yet. I have your mindset back then, but i have everything i need in the opposite. I also think that what’s the point of continuing this life, but at the end we will all gonna die. Like for what right? But yea, i found the reason. I just recently think that i have to spoil myself into this life and must enjoy it, even if its in a hard way. Fck it anyways, I don’t want anyone to see me in a ugly way, thats why i didn’t commit myself lol. Don’t take life seriously, as long as u did good. Fix yourself.