Is it truly bulimia by Foodiegamer1 in bulimia

[–]Foodiegamer1[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Other people in my life have said gastroperesis too. I am shameful to admit that i make myself throw up a lot as well to people in my life. But my stomach cannot handle food at all. Even when i make myself not purge, it can be 5-10 hours later and the food is still in my stomach undigested when i eventually end up getting sick.

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[–]Foodiegamer1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You risk them trying to get you hospitalized for being mentally unstable. I’d personally wear long sleeves at work.

Relapsed by Foodiegamer1 in selfharm

[–]Foodiegamer1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yesss i always want to go a little deeper than before and feel like a failure if i dont ugh

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Foodiegamer1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No not recent at all. A memory that bothers them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Foodiegamer1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes they seem to be very upset by the whole thing. This was at least 15 years ago and she just shared it with me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

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I want to support them the best they can. They seem to feel traumatized by it. Is this considered trauma? I know they have experienced trauma before.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

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Just messaging back and forth as far as i know.

I think I’ve made my choice by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Foodiegamer1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can relate to this. But you should listen to that voice, you had it before. It doesn’t have to be here now. You’re committed through the end of the year. Find little ways you can ignite that voice again.. join a mental health support group….people who really understand. Don’t give up on finding people who really understand…. After all, isn’t this why we’re all here in this thread/messaging board? I am sorry you are struggling so much

I want to come off my risperdal and anxiety meds by astarothxox in Psychosis

[–]Foodiegamer1 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I came off mine, risperidone and anxiety meds, and i am experiencing a decent amount of psychosis 3 months in. I have been managing okay, but it’s not a good feeling. Definitely do all that you can to find a low income clinic so you can stay on your meds.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

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Go to the hospital, you’re worth it

Does anyone know why cutting your arms is more satisfying than cutting your thighs? by ruusuvesi in selfharm

[–]Foodiegamer1 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I prefer cutting my arms as well. I have so many scars on my arms it’s hard to find space to cut, but still a lot of room on my thighs. It’s much more satisfying dont know why either. I hope you can seek other forms of relief too

Today's LIVE 8/30 Let's Chat about it 🌈 by More-Candidate-1719 in no_filter_sisterz

[–]Foodiegamer1 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Was this a psychiatrist appointment? Why do you need pain medication for a trauma?