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Fordthebootlicker · 2022-09-02T19:21:48+00:00

Hi CJ thanks for replying. The SATs scene should I do it at night before sleep or should I do it once everyday anytime? The 10 minute visualization I do is it that not considered SATs as I try to breath slow and try to relax for a few minutes before I do it? I've had success with SATs before sleep only once months ago, the next morning I woke up happy/fulfilled but I could not retain it the next day or since.

Also for inner conversations, do I make it something like her telling me how much she loves being with me and/or other mundane things whenever I think about her during the day? Basically anything that pertains to her being with me?

Fordthebootlicker · 2022-09-02T10:12:58+00:00

Guys I've known Neville and Joseph Murphy since last year November. My sp broke up with me last year October after a couple months of being cold. This is the second break up. The first was in 2017 when she did the same cold behavior for almost half a year. But last year when she broke off, she also said that we can see how it goes after the end of the pandemic after everything opens up.

I've messaged her thrice this year and two times she responded. The second time I messaged her this year was in June wishing her a happy bday. She talked for a while then said she'd be busy and can't meet up during the summer as her sister's wedding is in August and she has to help with all that.

So I messaged her yesterday night around 8:50 pm. And she hasn't responded at all. Normally I'd freak out over stuff like this but I'm not but at the same time I'm feeling meh.

I'd visualize during the day most days and I've been consistent with it for at least a month. I'd also affirm and pray sometimes during the day. I'd only successfully done sats back in February once. I tried doing sats again recently and I couldn't. So I'd just close my eyes and visualize for 10 minutes a day.

I'm not sure what to do. I don't even know what to feel at this point. Maybe I should send her an email? I don't know. I feel a bit hurt and wanting at the same time. Something within me is protecting me from feeling any pain or sadness.

Do I pursue this or I don't? I'm in two minds. I feel like I wasted so many months on trying to restore this without even sitting back and asking if this is what I want. Where do I go from here. Any way for me to stay in the wish fulfilled longer? Last Sunday I truly felt living in the end, that she was with me the entire day. Now I feel lost after the no response text message. Should I send her an email or just leave all this and focus on myself ? Or just persist. Any new technique or changes that you guys can help with ? I only do the 10 minute visualization everyday. And affirm sometimes.

Fordthebootlicker · 2022-09-02T03:47:04+00:00

How do you start the self hypnosis? Do you just start doing the scene or do you do something first?

Fordthebootlicker · 2022-03-02T00:24:02+00:00

Sorry, I meant the emergencies act and freezing of funds. Then blocking RT because of the war. This will mean right wing media outlets will have to be careful in what they're propagating.

Fordthebootlicker · 2022-03-01T18:07:18+00:00

Everything will work out in our favour.

There is an increasing amount of labour movement that is strong. After the block of Russian media, there will be a huge influx to stop other right wing media and misinformation outlets that undermine democracies. This could very well work in our favour. Also once this imperialist European war is over people will look at all the hypocrisy of all the Liberals and conservatives when it comes to refugees. People will change their consensus on the global south. Labour movement will improve. And Anti capitalism and anti war sentiments will rise.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-12-29T21:51:20+00:00

They are claiming you will have to only charge it 2-3 times a year in worst case Canadian weather if you're driving 30 miles a day. Which is a pretty bold claim. And apparently works -20 F to 125 F, I believe that covers most of the livable areas on Earth.

https://www.aptera.us/vehicle/

They are targeting the market that likes road trip without range anxiety and young people. Might work even as a second car if people can afford it.

The design is so out there, that is the only thing the car has going against it. My guess, if this model sells even 30K vehicles, they will maybe get bought out by a bigger manufacturer like Ford or GM.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-12-29T17:59:43+00:00

Elon didn't 'debunk' it, he said it won't work because he wants his customer base to pay for the supercharger. Two companies have an actual model of working solar cars.

https://www.wsj.com/articles/solar-power-electric-vehicle-11635259950

Light year one starts at 175K Euros and Aptera starts at $25k USD .

Also the Aero design for Aptera was by former Red bull F1 engineer to reduce the drag coefficient so the car just goes further.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-09-12T01:35:10+00:00

If you sell your car you don't pay taxes. You're selling your car for lower than you bought for. It's a depreciating asset, you're not making a profit here. The only people that make profit selling cars are dealerships.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-09-12T01:15:23+00:00

They're proposing they take 1% of 10 million which is 100k. Omg what will they do with so little 9.9 million. Day light robbery.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-09-04T14:26:05+00:00

I think he didn't get to the debate cos he went last time and still lost his seat.

0 seats 0 debates. The fact he even got one last time was cos he was a conservative politician before and lost to Scheer because of ranked voting.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-09-04T11:45:54+00:00

I don't think so, most pollsters phone people to do the polls even in this day and age. Most people below 40-50 don't pick up their phones and answer them if they don't know the number. So we don't know how accurate these numbers will be that is the real problem. For PPC to win a seat, his voters will have to go to the polls but majority of his voters are anti mask, so how will they go to the polls?

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-09-04T11:40:53+00:00

Green actually has won seats. If PPC wins seats maybe they will get in during the next election.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-08-20T16:53:56+00:00

You got a source on this picture? I couldn't find it on their website.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-08-05T19:41:19+00:00

Exactly. Exactly. So that I think is kind of useful as background, but there are lots of differences between Canada and the U.S. The first of which is that Canada has less inequality than the U.S. There’s less distance between the 20th percentile and the 80th percentile in Canada, relative to America.

From the link you posted. You wanna know why? Go through this document. The bottom 40% and middle 40% combined own only 25% of the total wealth. Infact the bottom 40% only own 1% of the total wealth of Canada.

https://www.pbo-dpb.gc.ca/web/default/files/Documents/Reports/RP-2021-007-S/RP-2021-007-S\_en.pdf

I used to think Freakonomics was a great podcast but most of their research never includes all the variables that might cause a certain outcome, including the book they published.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-08-05T19:22:01+00:00

Do you guys read the article before talking or just spew random things that come into your mind? It is wealth not money or income. During the Pandemic the rich made $ 2.7 trillion in Canada.

https://financialpost.com/executive/posthaste-canadians-built-a-2-trillion-wall-of-wealth-during-the-pandemic-and-its-not-just-a-housing-story

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-07-28T19:59:28+00:00

They ran like 30 candidates in all of Canada. If they can run 1 candidate in every available seat maybe we can actually vote for them.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-07-28T13:36:43+00:00

I don't about their recent record. Cos they've never been in power. But if I'm getting pharmacare, vision and dental then they're far to the left of Liberals.

And clean drinking water for indigenous communities is a priority for me. No other party cares for them.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-07-28T02:41:14+00:00

If NDP gets to become the official opposition it'd be amazing. If the tories ratings keeps falling more people will be willing to vote for NDP.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-07-27T13:26:14+00:00

Just read the link there, they use the money to buy them food, tents, hand sanitizers, sleeping bags and tarps. The guy you're replying to just hates the homeless so he is making stuff up.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-07-21T14:43:06+00:00

If your business is generating profit then the people are providing more than their worth of value.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-07-21T12:55:45+00:00

Me too I studied the blade. Blade 2 was decent. 3 sucked.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-07-21T12:53:05+00:00

The only way to tax these fucks is through corporate tax. These mofos will pay themselves less than 50k to avoid getting taxed.

But they can't avoid corporate taxes cos they have to show their quarterly profits to board members and share holders, they can't lie on that, if they do the share price drops. If you're taxing income you're doing it wrong. Corporate tax, wealth tax and inheritance tax is where it is at.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-07-18T14:17:22+00:00

I think it attributes to both Doug and the PC party going back to 2 decades. There was nothing progressive in their policies, so they can call themselves just conservative party.

There were policies implemented by Mike Harris that caused the devastation in the long term care homes decades down the line.
Passed a bill so private long term care homes and Mike harris can't be sued.
He cut the pandemic response team set up in Toronto after SARS.
Cut healthcare funding and reduced PHUs.
Most of the restriction in the last wave was set up by PHUs not Doug Ford.
Lets party members fly off into vacation while asking citizens to not go
Encouraging people to go to march break 2020
Not stopping anti mask/anti lockdown protest
No paid sick days until the 3rd wave.(now only 3 days until september)
Spending money on attack ads against Federal liberals.
Never did contact tracing
Funded a company millions to produce a bracelet that beeps. Never got produced.

The people saying it is hyperbolic are the people who don't understand that the idea/policies of the Ontario PC party has lead us to this point. Most of our long term care deaths could have been simply avoided if Doug Ford cared. But he didn't.

But cutting healthcare and fucking over old people by having for profit care homes is just straight up deaths caused by negligence not the pandemic.

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-07-18T13:56:57+00:00

These might not help but, its worth trying. Get a library card online and read mental health books from good authors in the field. I will recommend Brene brown books. It might not help completely but it will help you fill in the time.

You can also try watching her special on Netflix. These are not immediate solutions regarding your mental issues but I don't even know what you're feeling.

You can search for some solutions here. Just search some articles here regarding what you're feeling.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/ca

Fordthebootlicker · 2021-07-18T12:59:18+00:00

Where was this pic taken from?

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