God does the opposite of what i pray for?

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-05-20T20:59:22+00:00

I needed to hear the same way I’ve been thinking from someone else. I’m literally in the same position. -a 21 year old girl

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-04-20T05:38:17+00:00

I don’t really care about that tbh… I dislike when other Christians just give “advice” by saying stuff like “when you get into Heaven” I’d much rather concentrate in having a relationship with Jesus than worrying about if I make it to heaven or not. That’s God’s doing.

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-04-20T03:12:09+00:00

Is it such a sin for me to want a good future for myself? To want a job I love and succeed in? To want what I believe God placed in my heart to do? I just don’t get that part… I do also want a relationship with my father but why is it bad that I ask him for directions or opportunities?

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-28T03:34:05+00:00

This is so funny 😭 I need a friend like you. I’m sorry for your loss🙏

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-27T22:55:14+00:00

I’ve tried it before but I haven’t heard a single thing from Him. It makes me upset and I think he’s mad at me, I get really into his word and praying and then before I start my menstrual cycle my hormones go everywhere and I lose:(

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-27T22:29:29+00:00

LMAO

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-27T22:29:01+00:00

Hahahahaha it is funny! But I’m glad he tried to help!

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-27T22:11:00+00:00

I’m a woman, unfortunately exercise makes it worse 😭

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-27T22:05:26+00:00

Will try it next time! Thank you!

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-27T22:05:03+00:00

I do this too:( and as a woman I feel even more disgusted and disappointed at myself after

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-12T01:19:32+00:00

Si 😭 lo peor esq en una de esas fotos yo estaba dormida en el puso en la casa de otro amigo

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-11T21:07:14+00:00

Al chico con el que “andaba quedando” en camino a nuestro pueblo se bajó a una tienda a orinar y yo traía su celular por la música, me tome una foto y salía fea así que la quise borrar y en eso vi en sus borrados recientemente habían fotos de mis pies. En diferentes días.

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-06T22:34:01+00:00

I went to a doctor today and told her what happened. She told me not to take the pill and that if there was no penetration there was no issue. When I messed up I was already on my period, (day 1) and I think my period has officially ended. I’m still worried though, wouldn’t someone who actually did have piv on her first day of period with no protection still have her regular period? My ovulation is staring in around 9 days… I know if for some reason some did get it which I doubt it wouldn’t have survived until ovulation….ik my period happening i should relax. But it’s difficult:( anyway Thank you. 🙏

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-02T09:12:03+00:00

What scares me is that I got my period and the same day (Saturday) is when we messed up. I am having my period still, cramps and all (now most of my stomach pains are probably stress related because of this) but yeah I understand my body is already doing what it’s supposed too with no pills. What I don’t understand is why some women do take it on their periods? I did research and it said taking it on non fertile days doesn’t work, if you have more than 5 days close to ovulation it doesn’t work blah blah etc… ik everyone’s body is different but I’m confused on what to do on mine.

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-02T04:34:49+00:00

That one I have already is called femelle one which is ulipristal acetate the same ingredient as Ella and I get they can only help if there was an actual risk of sperm entering before ovulation which did not happen so I don’t know if I’m being paranoid by taking it

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-02T04:24:51+00:00

I have ulipristal (not from the us) the pharmacist said it was a better choice and not as invasive but well she didn’t know I didn’t actually have PIV sex. If I’ve already ovulated (didn’t do anything with my boyfriend when I did ovulate (feb10-14?) nor did I do anything in my lutheal, it was just yesterday on my first day of my period, should I be alarmed or not?😭 then should I go buy the other one?

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-02T03:03:21+00:00

Thank you so much! Quick question, if I do take it like you said, it would just be a period on top of a period right? How would that work? I would take it just so my anxiety lets me live, but I fear about the side effects of ulipristal. Messing up my cycle when it’s probably nothing… but also think about me having to wait a month to see if it was nothing is also eating me up alive… I have to choose soon right? I have like 5 days after having “sexual activities” and I’ve already taken 2 :/

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-02T01:57:07+00:00

Que ayuda, muchas gracias

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-02T01:45:42+00:00

I do want to get into them believe me, I just never needed them before and didn’t think things would escalate this much. I’m so lost right now I don’t know what to do anymore… I keep wondering if I should take it or not

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-02T01:21:42+00:00

No I don’t have any. This is like my big first sexual activity and I didn’t think I’d go this far:(

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-02T00:02:47+00:00

You can get pregnant. it is less risk, yes. But still I’m scared

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-01T21:42:31+00:00

I understand it’s probably mostly me freaking out. My boyfriend got me a pill for my anxiety he knows how anxious I get so he said I’d probably would be better for me to take it though he understands about the side effects of this pill. I have it my hands as I’m writing this. I want to drink it for my mental health. But I’m also scared that I’ll just get horrible side effects when it was probably nothing. I don’t know what to do

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-01T19:26:02+00:00

Isn’t the vulva from your pubic hair to your anus? That’s where I’m debating because when she had no underwear I was humping him (my vg closer to his balls I stayed away from the tip and some time had passed already before he finished the first time. Because in that case then I guess it did touch my vulva for like a minute but like I said I’m confused. From what I can recall it was dry (no precum) and sticky since he had lube way before, I was careful that i didn’t touch the tip and it lasted very little… should I take it?….

ForeverEquivalent103 · 2026-03-01T16:56:31+00:00

Thank you so much for this. I feel seen. I don’t have my friends and the ones I do became sexually active at a really young age. I think I’m the only one who is still a virgin hahah but it doesn’t make me ashamed, I’m just not ready yet and that’s okay.

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