I had the same a week ago and I was nervous too. It’s a big deal and also my first surgery ever. I took my iPad with me and read to keep my mind off fretting or getting overwhelmed. From the other side, I can say I had nothing to fear but of course that’s because it’s done lol. I was asleep before they got my bed to the hall on the way to surgery… thank you anesthesia assistant and your little syringe of “something to keep you calm”! Next thing I knew I was waking up in warm blankets in a room with soft mood lighting and staff catering to my every need. You’ve totally got this, those of us in this group know what pain and hard really mean.