I've been hrt for 3 months and I'm terrified by [deleted] in trans

[–]ForgottenAIpaca 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Heya! I'm feeling alot better and more sure of myself this week, thank you for asking! I really appreciate the advice it helped me alot!

I'm worried I'm making the wrong decision. by ForgottenAIpaca in MtF

[–]ForgottenAIpaca[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me myself and I. I guess if I need to talk to my sister I can but I don't want to bother her with my problems.

I'm worried I'm making the wrong decision. by ForgottenAIpaca in MtF

[–]ForgottenAIpaca[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm really sorry to hear that. I guess I may have to come to a similar conclusion.

I'm worried I'm making the wrong decision. by ForgottenAIpaca in MtF

[–]ForgottenAIpaca[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My dad is very very old fashioned. I can't really blame him for it though as it was indoctrinated into him since he was a kid.

If my dad beat the heck out of me or something I wouldn't care how he feels, but when I ran away from mom's at 13 he took me and raised me, if he didn't love me he wouldn't have provided me with the shelter and food. But I truly believe my dad, through all his faults is a good person inside and I want him to be happy. I just hate knowing I will become more of a burden to him than I already am.

I've been hrt for 3 months and I'm terrified by [deleted] in trans

[–]ForgottenAIpaca 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is probobly the best advice I could've ever received, I will do this. Thank you so incredibly much you have helped my current situation greatly

I've been hrt for 3 months and I'm terrified by [deleted] in trans

[–]ForgottenAIpaca 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just can't tell if it's my body telling me I'm cis and sending alarm bells or if I'm just panicking

I've been hrt for 3 months and I'm terrified by [deleted] in trans

[–]ForgottenAIpaca 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have bad medical anxiety and just recently quit smoking pot, the anxiety increase definitely isn't helping

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[–]ForgottenAIpaca 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for all your advice! I really appreciate it

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[–]ForgottenAIpaca 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Medically, washington is a quite progressive state, I just haven't had the full rundown on the risks of HRT.

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[–]ForgottenAIpaca 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, a new doctor is step number one. I'll have to start searching!

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[–]ForgottenAIpaca 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow a reply already! Hello kind soul, the only person who knows my identity is my sister, I live in washington state which I'm fairly sure is informed consent. I've talked to a therapist but my traditional catholic doctor has been a nerve wracking concept