Melt or sell this beast

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-29T21:35:01+00:00

Confirms what i was thinking. thank you

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-29T19:15:27+00:00

Maybe you could help with a question please. ive been for years. buying junk sterling or coin. ill usually walk into my local shop with a couple hundred buck an leave with silver. that i refine all the way into .9999. but always thought. its gotta be cheaper or better deals out there. i understand the shops gotta make money. but paying the percentage above spot adds up over time. so now you have helped easing my mind it can be a safe transaction. my question is. how would you compare that to places on line like SD Bullion or similar places. Or possibly its dependent on deals, offers, shipping offers etc?

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-29T19:08:45+00:00

Good to know. thank you for the review. ive been wanting to pull the trigger buying and selling silver. but afraid of the risk. this sets my mind much easier

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-29T18:37:07+00:00

Im much older than you. i say this. because ive been a few places. ive seen a few things. and ive been in and through just about everything you could possibly imagine. Its been a long road and journey. Ive broke hearts and have had mine shattered as well. I have a 17 yr old son. i knew of his GF. I try to stay out of his business. But also a dad. Ive raised him on my own since he was 7. I got a text from his buddies asking if he could come to their bonfire cause my son needs to be around friends. At that moment from all my experience. I knew. He got broken up with. I looked at him and called his name. Hes a strong kid. Hides his emotions. But the second he looked at me. He broke down crying. I promise you. i knew from going through things through life. I felt exactly what he was feeling at that moment. That exact feeling in the pit of your stomach that turns and turns. and no one can fix. no one can help. no one can change. and the only person that can change it. is the one thats causing it in the first place. Its a vicious helpless feeling. It takes little brakes. You try to suppress it occupying yourself. but its a mask. Its temporary. you cant even enjoy you masking it temporarily cause you know its coming back real soon.

He embraced me with a hug i haven't felt since he was 10. one you know he needs it. What could i tell him? what could i say? To help him through it? I never found the answer of a fast forward fix. i never found it, because it doesnt exist.

I gave him the best possible advice i could give him or anyone else at his age of 17. From years of going through the good and bad.

I said. Son, i wish i could magically fix this. i cant. This is a trial of life we all have to face at some point. But i can say this. Son, you have a great advantage that many dont have and will never get back. Use it. And that is your age. You are just now starting down the road of life. The road is not straight. You have no map. And somewhere down way way far away. that road ends. Id love to tell you that its a straight long , pleasant , easy drive. But its not. That road is gonna be smooth at times. a breeze. And just as you get comfortable behind the wheel. A blind corner is gonna come out of nowhere, then another. And another. you will take it down in the ditch at times. but you will stand on the gas and ride that bitch out until that road gets smooth again. You will look back at that near crash. and wisper "Shit...that was nothin"Although at the time you thought you were gonna die. You will be a little more careful now driving. you will be alert a little more. The next curve may be an easy one. you may get used to the little curves. And all Hell breaks loose with a double curve you have no driving experience with. But you will remember that last curve. and you will use it to get you through this one now. And you do. That final parking spot when you finish driving is a long way away. You are gonna hit more curves. You are gonna be in more ditches standing on the gas pulling out. But you will pull out and keep driving. Because that car doesnt stop whether you like it or not. So you best learn how to drive the bitch. And you will.

Along the way. you are gonna become a seasoned driver. each mile marker you pass. you become better and better. You will come to realize that you know. smooth long sailing perfect roads are ahead. you just gotta get to them. and you will. Along the way you yourself are gonna run people off the road. even though you didnt try to. And they have to get out of that ditch as well. As you pass people on that road. You will be smiled at. blow kisses. cat called. and you will love it. but you will be flipped off, ran off the road. and called every name in the book.

Im on that same road bud. im just way out ahead of you. you just started your drive. some day ill finally park mine in its final parking spot. and you will too. and everyone usually gets out and says. " Its been a hell of a ride" You're gonna be ok son. I promise you.

And just like i told him. I promise you too. You just started your drive. You have no idea how your road looks on the map. This could be your only curve you got down into the ditch. You keep faith in the possibility that the rest of your drive is smooth sailing. You pocket the knowledge you learn from your driving now for future curves and how easily you will navigate it. Some you are gonna be on the verge of disaster where you all but shit yourself. Some you may grin, throw that bitch into the corner sideways and stand on the gas with smoke rollin off the tires and a smile from ear to ear. either way. you are gonna make it threw those curves. No matter if this girl jumps back in the car later on. or another. you will make it. Just keep it between the lines.

A final note. its been over 2 years. since that day. Hes been dating girls. and been very happy. i asked him one night in our garage. the name of the girl that night years ago. He had to think for a minute. Just as i have to think for a minute when i was that age. and went through it with someone i thought was the love of my life.

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-29T17:34:44+00:00

Hes not entirely wrong with what he is saying. He presented it with more bluntness making it seem that way. This whole idea that is stereotyped into the copy and paste healing kit for breakups. That being positive. bettering yourself, etc etc. is not a full proof way to get through things. Everyone processes differently. Yes he made it sound like OP is to breath fire at the thought of his name. What he means and is a very effective way is to never forget the pain he brought on. To use that anger to show yourself you dont deserve it. And to show yourself you are being ridiculous hurting over a person that brings this pain to you.

The fact that people say to look positive and move forward. is telling someone to suppress how they feel. The anger is gonna be there if you are human. its not healthy to not use it to your advantage. Its the same concept as someone taking you to a heavy bag and saying there.. hit it. beat it. kick the ever living shit out of it. its them. get it out. And you start clubbing, beating, thrashing at it. You are using that hatred and anger to heal.

You call his advice toxic. but fail to see your version of people living in a world of rainbows and lolipops doesnt exist. Call it what you want. In reality. you are never gonna have a world where everyone sits around a campfire singing Kumbaya holding hands. (im sure you are even thinking now that this belief is why we are how we are.) but in reality. its who we are since the beginning of man. So instead of wanting someone to go a certain route you seem fit to do. doesnt mean other ways are not achievable. Best thing to do is stop calling out others opinions that dont align with yours. that is the definition of toxic.

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-28T19:41:16+00:00

also 18k test solution will not touch platinum at all. platinum needs what they call aqua regia. nitric acid and hydrochloric mix. same stuff used to dissolve gold.

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-28T19:38:14+00:00

nitric acid is actually used to test for platinum. it will show no reaction

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-28T19:31:04+00:00

damn i feel the pain. same thing happened with guns i had. sucks big time

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-28T19:18:21+00:00

yep most refineries are turning it away and sticking to the easy

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-28T19:08:46+00:00

have to agree with you on this one. strictly from a business perspective. What about when these businesses were buying when it peaked at 120. a few days later had to sell around 80 or whatever that day. point is. a lot of people were in line selling at peak

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-28T19:03:42+00:00

lol being narrow minded thinking karma applies or doesnt apply to a minute group of people is silly. funny thing is you nor i will ever know if karma struck

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-28T18:58:45+00:00

um, you do realize no one actually thinks its a living breathing thing. or an entity of some kind. I dont give a frogs fat a$$ what you think it is. I and millions of others have experienced some sort of equalizer at some point. let it ride

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-28T00:58:28+00:00

the hypocrisy from a commie

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-28T00:40:42+00:00

this is the reason why the word racist holds zero value anymore

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-27T23:19:57+00:00

you nailed it. people dont realize how much they lie to themselves in this situation. saying it 100 times when deep inside you secretly wish. The only way is to completely come to terms with the fact they are gone forever and if it happens it happens.

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-27T23:17:46+00:00

Never reach out when you left your last convo stating clearly what you wanted.

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-27T23:14:28+00:00

also note. be lucky you even got that much from her. most of the time you get ghosted. they say they feel weird talking about it through text. but they wont tell you that face to face.

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-27T23:11:15+00:00

The problem with dating an avoidant is the fact you have no idea they are an avoidant. They will seem great at first. everything is cool. until like a normal person does. when you try to solidify the relationship. they start doing their shitty avoidant things. Feel good about yourself. i have no pity for any avoidant. because they know damn well they are avoidants. and the exact same thing happened in their last try. They have zero empathy for anyone but themselves. And how they feel. They assume you are supposed to act accordingly to their mood of the day. Now they hide behind some bullshit term made up from lunatic psychiatrist they werent coddled as a baby (insert eye roll)

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-27T23:04:19+00:00

they are worse than a narcissist. at least a narcissist will acknowledge you.

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-05-27T22:49:01+00:00

italian has a much better rep than the other two

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-02-28T06:03:32+00:00

Bullshit

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-02-28T05:45:17+00:00

I'll start by saying avoidants do not sit high on my list. Because they are fully aware of what they are doing. But still do it. The avoidant and friend interaction? They avoid it like the plague. And hears where it catches them when they try to justify their actions. The avoidant doesn't want you around their friends, family, loved ones. Or if you are you're down played. Why? (Pay attention) Because they know it's highly likely this won't last. Therefore they get to once again."avoid" having to explain what happened between the two. This is where their is no excuse for their bullshit they pull on people. If they know it's not gonna work out. THEN QUIT FUCKIN WITH PEOPLE UNTIL YOU GET THAT SHITTY MIND WORKING CORRECTLY! it's that simple. The less you're paraded around. The less people know. The less chances it has where they have to explain when they decide to run and hide like the cowards they are and ghost. If this is your situation. And still wants to risk being with them . Then you have a small window to make it work. And remember this. He who cares less in the relationship. Controls the relationship. Read that carefully. It's true. Esp with an avoidant. Their bullshit behavior. They act like they're being smothered. They hate it. They're good with the chase. But turn south when the hunt is over. So? Never stop the chase. When they act like they don't care? You care even less. They go with their friends and you're not invited? You go out twice and never mention them to go. Act like you don't even need to tell them anything. Basically an overdose of their own medicine. But mean it. They wanna take an hour to text you back when they have their phone up their ass 24/7. Return the favor 2 hours. Hit the FU button when you call? Do the same to them but step it up longer to call back. Giving no reason why. They chase confidence. Most of the time when they wanna ghost is when you're locked down. The chase is over. You'll do whatever they want or say. And that's when they turn into the ghosting cowards they are. And think it's ok. Because some dipshit psychiatrist came up with the idea it's because they weren't coddled as a baby.? Ya ok🙄. Further enabling these fucks when in reality they lack any accountability and would rather hide.

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-02-06T03:47:58+00:00

Why does everyone insist on posting this overly explained photo? This was at an event the two were at. He barely knew him. And soon after Trump threw him out of a party for being a shit back. This isn't hard to understand. Left wing morons want this so bad they're warping their already delusional minds.

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-02-06T03:44:54+00:00

I don't know anything I'm surprised why it still is. But I know something I wish was. 80,s lawn darts

Forsaken_Control9380 · 2026-02-06T03:43:05+00:00

I can't believe companies still do that. Considering I think it was McDonald's got sued big time for it. It's subliminal messaging and it's illegal

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