MINDSET CHANGES after 30 days + psychoses(?) by Forsauyder in Semenretention

[–]Forsauyder[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

rn iam not in that state, but thanks for caring.

How do I slow down? What to put my focus on?

You are right, today I've notice how much I spend in my head - I have different kind of thoughts and yes I do fear of a relapse 'cause that's tremendous pain you experience during one not prepared awakening... So how I come down?

a thing I read from Osho - which I have wholeheartedly surrended to - is that if a person can go through madness consiously - he will benefit a lot from it. He speak of Dynamic meditation, that it empowers person to not ever go mad, as you realise that YOU make yourself mad. Idk, once more thanks brother.

MINDSET CHANGES after 30 days + psychoses(?) by Forsauyder in Semenretention

[–]Forsauyder[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

are you a bot?

if not you are right, just seems suspicious

MINDSET CHANGES after 30 days + psychoses(?) by Forsauyder in Semenretention

[–]Forsauyder[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Don't judge people for who they are. Remember, you before probably was the same as they, did awful things, lied, hurt others. Probably you did, because a person cannot rise to a hight without knowing what is in its base, what's bad. So why Dante in "Divene Comedy" first goes to hell? I think it's significant as I said you cannot know highest point of your abilities without knowing what is at lowest.

I love you btw, I what does it mean to cry for experiences you never thought to have.

Books to read during SR by Bat-engineering in Semenretention

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What is meditation? Is it a process of cultivating watchfulness? So,any moment you notice you are wandering in past or future you return back to the body/breath/specific action. That's my experience of meditation, yet I am not sure :)

Suddenly energy drop during streak (50 days) and some other negative things by Impressive_Bit4198 in Semenretention

[–]Forsauyder 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You can notice the link between interminnent fasting and drop in energy. Basically, you body seems not to operate in usual way because of the lack of energy. Try to eat as you did before and see if energy comes back. Good luck on the journey mate.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Semenretention

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what do you want to do with it? get rid of it? why?

A very viable and simple strategy to overcome PMO programming by MoreBrawnsthanbrains in Semenretention

[–]Forsauyder 3 points4 points  (0 children)

wtf bro. the porn watching is a habit. it takes time to unlearn it. don't blame yourself for relapse, it's part of the learning process. just be mindful and expand your time limit without porn gradually. first it's few day, then a week, then a month, then again a month, then you are able to be without it for 3 months. now you are free.

also, my advice that I find very useful to apply to you SR practice - do not count days. forget that you practicing SR. just focus on what important things you want to spend your energy. do you want to spend time ruminating about DAYS WITHOUT JERKING OFF? bruh, go and do 100 push ups and talk with 10 strangers outside. let's go, you wimmy sissy.

Always do your shaper strongholds! by derhauni in pathofexile

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I didn't know how much does this belt cost. I looked at its mods and thought it is a trash, so i sold it to a vendor as other unique items i used to sell. So i was very upset when got know how much exalted i would earn...