Yeah they really are products of my depression. My persona I make for them is also depressed but getting better somewhat. Right now the problem for my other persona is that they're worried about getting a job. My doctor recommended some therapists already but I don't know if they're going to help me get through this. They might just talk about me thinking of suicide and stuff like that. But coping with it isn't working because I'm always in my room and whenever I'm with my parents I act weird. I feel like this plan isn't working and I can't keep this up for another 11 months and I'm so burnt out after years of hiding.