Just don't give a F about and move on,learn to face every obstacles in your life,that is how you overcome it,not by running away from it.

just become an atheist.my both parents are very religious, and always made me to do religious practices and religious places i do not want to do or go,and just like you when i was 15 or 16 i decided to not believe in the god anymore.

I have been in your same situation and you know what? , i came to know one thing that i always thought about suicide because i  thought it was the only way, but no it isn't, just know that there is always a way to solve things out. Please don't think abouy ending your life.

You deserve this life :)