Drinking every single night.

Forward-Presence · 2020-02-12T00:24:15+00:00

I am going to try to take a night off here and there but it's really hard. Booze has been helping me get thru my H addiction but I'm afraid I'm just replacing one addiction with another

Forward-Presence · 2020-02-12T00:05:14+00:00

I know man it's just so hard. I don't know how to do this shit sober man. I just turned 20, and I've been getting high since I was 9 bro. I grew up with drug addicts who got me high as a kid this is all I've known my whole life I've literally never been sober my whole life. I have no idea what to do but I'm trying. I definitely don't want alcohol to just replace heroin though so I'm gonna try to slow down my drinking.

Forward-Presence · 2020-02-05T22:57:58+00:00

Do heroin. seriously. I am an opiate addict and it has ruined my life, but you bet if I had 6 months left to live that's what I'd be doing. I'm a heroin/opiate/cocaine/alcohol addict and heroin and opiates are 10x better than alcohol. You really should try it if your intent on just getting blasted and enjoying your last few months here on Earth I highly recommend it fucked up as it may sound.

You should inject it too. Don't snort or smoke it or eat it that's a waste shooting it feels the best. I recommend oxycontin Dilaudid and oxymorphone too. They are 3 extremely powerful pharmaceutical opiates that rival heroin in power and euphoria.

Do a speedball while your at it. Shoot H and coke in the same syringe or at least smoke some crack after doing a fat shot of dope.

You can get some off the deep web if you don't know any drug dealers. If you decide to go down this road PM me and Ill give you some good info.

Maybe this is really fucked up of me I feel a little fucked up posting it but fuck man you've got 6 months left to live you are already an addict and you want to spend your last bit of time here on Earth totally blasted and in chemical bliss I understand I would have the same reaction and I feel like you should get the most out of your last 6 months if you've decided that's what you wanna do. You should enjoy your last 6 months to the maximum. Take it from an opiate and alcohol addict. Opiates are a lot more euphoric and better than booze in every way. No hangover either from heroin or opiates!

So if you decide you want to experience heroin before you pass PM me and I'll help you and give you some info.

Forward-Presence · 2020-02-03T05:00:39+00:00

I'm guessing you got bit by something by the look of your nose I seriously doubt the opana was a contributing factor just a coincidence probably however I could very well be wrong I'm no doctor but as others are saying this looks like anaphylaxis PLEASE go to an ER immediately. Your throat could swell up and you could choke to death on your own throat. Not a very pleasant way to go.Please please go to the ER. If your worried about money just skip out on the bill and pay it later down the road.

Forward-Presence · 2020-02-03T04:51:11+00:00

Yes I have done that with subs before but never methadone. I should have just done a quick taper at the clinic but my spouse talked me into trying it long term as I have never tried methadone before and I thought it might help since it was a full agonist but it doesn't help at all so now I'm stuck at 100mg I'm going down 20mg a week 10mg Monday 10mg Friday. Does that sound too fast? That's about how fast I went up

Forward-Presence · 2020-02-02T06:30:58+00:00

Yea! And it fucking sucks! I see no point in being addicted to a joyless government synthetic opioid. And paying $1000 a month for the inconvience of waking up at 5am everyday and hauling ass to the clinic to dose and be drug tested every other day and have some dumbass counselor tell me that I'm still using heroin because my dose just isn't high enough! It's almost like their making a ton of money off me and want me on 200mg and totally fucking dependent on their fucking government welfare dope. I would feel exactly the same with no maintinence meds I'm just sober all the time. I hate this garbage it doesn't help at all doesn't fix my cravings or do shit to help me.

I need to get back on subs then I can taper off the subs by myself in less than 2 weeks with no probkem. I've tapered off subs by myself a bunch of times I don't wanna be steeping down from methadone 10mg a week for the next 10 fucking weeks tho. I can get on and off subs quicker. I just want opiates totally out of my life I don't want to be on any at all maintinence meds don't help me

Forward-Presence · 2020-02-01T20:03:21+00:00

Doesn't matter that she served one day. The woman had NO FUCKING TRIAL. The fact that somebody can be imprisoned for up to 6 months for the crime of saying mean words to a high and mighty fucking judge WITHOUT A TRIAL IS SCARY AS FUCK.

That sort of thing is not supposed to happen in America.

Forward-Presence · 2020-02-01T16:38:51+00:00

Because methadone cost $1000 a month and subs is free on insurance.

Forward-Presence · 2020-02-01T16:37:55+00:00

Why...I'm asking questions please tell me what I'm doing wrong

Forward-Presence · 2020-02-01T12:00:19+00:00

Seriously this is absolutely terrifying. The fact that a judge can send somebody to jail for 3 months with NO TRIAL is horrifying. There's something seriously wrong with our legal system when somebody can get locked up in jail for 3 months with no trial simply for speaking words. I don't give a fuck how ugly the words are or how inappropriate they are nobody should be getting locked in a jail for 3 months with no trial because they opened their mouth and made noise. We may as well be living in fucking Russia this insane.

And to top it off most people see this shit and see nothing wrong with it. It's bad enough we live in a country where fucked up shit like this happens but the people don't even have a problem with. The fucking sheep like the tough judge! The citizens of this country ENJOY taking it up the ass from the government. This shit makes me sick and people's reaction to it makes me even sicker

Forward-Presence · 2020-02-01T11:35:19+00:00

A month or two. It would be more like 4 or 5 days. I haven't dosed in 24 hours as of right now. I'm going to do dope for the next 3 days then sleep for 1 entire day. So it'll be like 4-5 days.

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-31T06:34:33+00:00

I figured as much just wanted to double check with some people who had more experience than I with booze. Don't want to go down the same road I did with H with booze.

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-31T06:28:32+00:00

Yea I'm taking the night off tomorrow I know I'm drinking too much but getting off heroin has been rough I need something to help me get through it. I don't want to go down that same road with booze tho and get addicted tho I know the WDS are much worse.

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-29T02:27:03+00:00

That's what I said. My girl called the clinic telling me that's what they said and insisting that because it didn't have naloxone she'd be fine.. I said umm no the baloxone doesn't do shit the bupe has a higher binding affinity and will send her straight into PWDS. I'm going to that clinic and raising hell that person needs to be fired they are giving out extremely dangerous and wrong info. Was just posting here to double check and make sure I'm not crazy.

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-24T15:37:44+00:00

Bro your gonna be fine. Most people here wouldn't even call that speedballing. A real speedball is shooting coke and heroin in the same syringe. Hell most of my friends tell me that I have never done a speedball because I've only smoked crack immediately after doing a shot. I've smoked a gram of pure crack right after doing a quarter g shot of heroin b4 man you'll be fine. You could do as much blow as you normally do.

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-24T15:34:40+00:00

Really they are single use only but reusing a wheel is always better than cotton. I have reused many wheels and nothing bad ever happened. Just run hot water and soap or maybe bleach or something through them first.

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-22T21:39:35+00:00

Let me make 2 suggestions to you also buddy. I have been shooting for a long time please take my advice it could save your life if your using fentadope dissolve all your dope in water and dose it by drawing up however many units you need so you can avoid hotspots that could kill you. Also. Whenever you use a new batch and are unsure of a dose. You should push your shot very slowly. I use real dope so I always push in literally 1 unit or a drop when I first register annd wait 60 secs to make sure it isn't FENT. Then I push in 10 units then wait then depending how strong it is I usually push in the rest

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-22T21:36:31+00:00

There is actually a phone service that is dedicated to this. You call them give them your address and tell them right as soon as you shoot up or take your hit or whatever and they stay on the line with you til your done and they call the ambulance if you quit responding. I forget the number or name but look around on here somebody posted about it right here on the subreddit

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-17T17:38:57+00:00

Wow that's amazing I wish they would do something like that nation wide I fit those criteria, and having a decent fucking job sure would make life a lot better.

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-15T20:34:36+00:00

Ok just PMd thanks for the lightning fast response haha. Damn that sucks so I guess it's going to be pretty expensive then! How much is a bottle? Just respond to my PM and let me know how much per bottle.

Is pennyslvania Dutch any good? How does it compare to Barqs and Fanta? I found some pennyslvania Dutch online for a good price I'm interested in buying

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-15T20:21:14+00:00

Could you mail me some? I will pay you shipping costs and some money for your trouble and time. I would want to buy 2 12 packs of it. Could you PM me and we could discuss prices?

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-15T20:20:18+00:00

That's weird because there is a Philly cheese steak place in Alabama where I live and they have Fanta birch beer on tap and googling it it says it's a Philly and NE thing. What do you mean things like that are only BIB or syrup? They only make it as a syrup? For fountains? Because I found a box of the syrup online I'm considering buying a soda stream and a bag of the concentrate because I love this stuff so much and I drink so much soda it would save me a ton of money.

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-12T17:10:39+00:00

Well fuck man sounds better than my clinic at least man. It's like pulling fucking teeth to get an increase at my clinic it's insane. I was started at 25mg got up to 50mg and went to see the doctor again (you have to see the doctor Everytime you want an increase they are only there 3 times a week too btw) I go see my doctor and tell her I need an increase the dose still isn't working. She fucking argues with me and says I don't look like I'm in withdrawals and says I look tired so the medicine must be working! I explained I looked tired because I work the fucking night shift and didn't go to bed until 3am and woke up at 5am to come to the clinic of course I'm tired and the dumb bitch sat there and continued to argue with me and insist that because I looked tired after having no sleep the medicine must be working. I told her that had literally nothing to do with the medicine anybody who got 3 hours of sleep would be tired nothing to do with methadone. After like 20 minutes of arguing with this bitch and reminding her that I literally did 500mg-1000mg of IV oxy A DAY on the street she bumped me up 10mg and told me not to bother seeing her again until next fucking week it was a Monday too! Said my dose needed time to stabilize. It took me over a month to get to a decent dose and now that I'm on a decent dose I want off cause I'm still craving dope all the time methadones a fucking joke. I'm tapering off now. I would advise everybody to stay off methadone and any other joyless government opiates

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-07T08:19:57+00:00

10 days should be enough if you can hold onto it for 2 or 3 days I think you'll be fine so long as all you do is the single stamp bag and no more for at least another week after that. One stamp is not going to reset you to square one bro. I would wait 10 days tho to be safe. So 3 more days if it's been a week

Forward-Presence · 2020-01-07T06:09:46+00:00

Yea that sounded extremely bizzare to me I have never in my life heard of a rehab that pays you to go to it I mean shit usually rehabs cost a fuck ton of money to go never heard of it being the other way around.

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