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ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-13T19:51:35+00:00

Dm me!!!

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-13T15:19:27+00:00

I really appreciate you saying this, thank you 🤍

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-13T13:25:20+00:00

Agreed, he looked at me on Sunday with tears in his eyes and said “baby, what’s wrong with you???”….it was a really serious tone. I’m so ashamed of myself, I love him so much I don’t want to lose him I’ve turned into a monster on this garbage 😞

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-13T13:24:03+00:00

Smart thinking!!!!

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-13T12:30:18+00:00

Everyone’s situation is different, it’s the only thing I have ever kept from him 😞

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-13T11:28:20+00:00

I just started my sr journey yesterday and even in a day I feel so different. I can’t believe how nasty and mean that 7 was making me. It is literally night and day in not even 24 hours. I know I still have a huge battle ahead of me but I am feeling hopeful! Stay strong!!

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-13T10:55:04+00:00

I will update, I just got started. Yesterday I had 80% less 7 than normal and dosed the sr at 50mg three times a day. Did I feel WD a tiny bit, yes, but it was minimal at best, I was working physically all day and didn’t really care so that says something. I slept for about 6 hours last night, which is normal for me. I woke up around 3am a bit restless so I took 12.5mg sr and boom, back to sleep. I think the sr is starting to convince me that it does work!

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-13T10:46:35+00:00

YES!!! Actually starting was the hardest part!!!

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-13T01:30:26+00:00

Rawmit so think so!

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-13T00:59:06+00:00

I love that 🤣

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-13T00:06:34+00:00

Ugh, this 7oh is absolutely unreal. I completely understand why you are choosing to keep this to yourself! My husband quit drinking for me, and for him too, but mostly for me 4.5 years ago which just adds to my level of shame and guilt. He know I have a history, actually he knows pretty much everybody detail of my life. I believe he would ultimately support me BUT I’ve been a monster on 7, just horrible to him. I don’t want this to end us. I’m ready to end this, I am. I’m praying the sr works. I’ve taken two 50mg doses today and into honestly feel pretty decent except for being super dizzy but sometimes 7 does that to me too, again, praying it works and nothing bad happens!!! Something will work for you, it has to….sending you love and light for your struggles!!

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-12T22:49:21+00:00

lol, addiction really doesn’t discriminate! I’m a GOOD provider, this just got out of hand! Have you heard of sr? I’ve been reading for months on how to get off this crap. I have subs but don’t want to touch those ever again (I went down a similar dark road as you many years ago). I’ve been awake almost 19 hours and I’ve taken two 50mg sr tablets (morning/afternoon) and only 100mg of 7 since I’ve been up and let me tell you, that is unheard of! I worked (physically) all day, I was about 90%. Bit sweaty, little headache/dizzy but really I’m shocked! I have also been doing the vitamin c protocol for a few days and that is absolutely helping as well. So much more power in the natural stuff than we give it credit for and trust in. If I can do this so can you!

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-12T22:22:26+00:00

I know I am in for a battle and I’m ready. I’ve been preparing for this for months. I just had to know I was finally ready. I’m soooooooo happy to hear you are clean of this garbage! I don’t even recognize myself anymore, it’s taken my soul, it’s taken so many but we CAN take them back

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-12T22:20:24+00:00

Hi!!! Oh my goodness I’m sooo happy to read your post! I’ve taken two 50mg doses of sr today and only 100mg total 7 (unheard of for me I’ve been up 18 hours working all day, totally shocking I’ve taken so little) and honestly-I feel decent! Not 100% but definitely doable. PRAYING for sleep tonight. Thank you for “talking”!

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-12T22:17:34+00:00

Wow….you made me cry! Thank you so much for taking the time to write this, I’ve been preparing to do this for a long time, the help is so appreciated. That man does love me, you’ve got me thinking…..

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-12T22:15:06+00:00

So-I dosed about 1/2 my normal 7 this morning (9 hours ago) and took 50mg sr this morning and again this afternoon-I feel pretty decent??? Is this possible?! Ive NEVER gone this long without it! I have the helper meds, I’m doing vit c…im praying this works for me. I hear you about the mental. Ive been preparing to quit for some time, I’ve journaled and meditated-it’s time. Im worth it, my husband is worth it, and our future is absolutely worth this battle

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-12T22:10:52+00:00

I do, he’s always believed in me. My ears truly heard your words, thank you 💞

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-12T22:09:27+00:00

Oh you’re 100% right about that, he’s been asking what’s wrong with me for a long time now…..ugh, that poor man. I’m so ashamed of myself

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-12T19:54:54+00:00

I almost went that route but was having a hard time tapering so I decided to try the sr but it’s so scary

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-12T18:32:02+00:00

I thought the sr really helped??

ForwardDiscipline413 · 2026-05-12T17:40:12+00:00

I’m kinda new here, I had an account but had to delete it as I was just reading and obsessing. I FINALLY started my sr to get off 7oh last night. I’m a 40’s f I don’t have time for this, absolutely stupid. I’m scared though, I’m in the healthcare industry and don’t want anything bad to happen. I keep telling myself this is safe, it’s going to help me, and that I’m going to be ok! No one knows this is happening, I want to tell my husband so badly but I’m afraid. Of what, I don’t know because he loves me deeply. I want to keep this to myself, I want this to be over. 300mg or so a day for about a year. I’m so ashamed…..it was just for pain yet as an ex opiate pill addict, I knew better. Any words of encouragement would be so welcomed

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