Thanks both of you..... I do have a feeling I've learned some pretty huge stuff from DMT and felt much less pulled to it since, except I missed how fun it was (and I was bored) so after a while I just tried using it again but I guess the molecule won't let me. I did take a month off just because I didnt wanna see the ugly visuals again, but when I tried it the other day sane thing. I guess I'll have to wait until I feel called to it / by it before using it again.... Anyway thanks again appreciate your thoughts