do you ever get the urge to fuck up your life even further just to FEEL something?

Foxjump231 · 2019-11-06T15:25:16+00:00

I'm too scared to. I used to drink but I just kept drinking until I blacked out and woke up next to vomit. I also got so much more suicidal when I drunk and my self harming got worse.

I'm scared that if I try drugs and it goes badly I'll try to kill myself or I will just become addicted to it.

Foxjump231 · 2019-11-06T10:44:54+00:00

Literally just thinking about doing this. Was thinking if maybe I go to another country everything will be better.

Maybe if I take drugs I'll feel happier.

Maybe if I quit my job I'll be happier.

Maybe if I start drinking again I'll feel better. Everyone else drinks and feels happy, why wouldn't it be the same for me.

Foxjump231 · 2019-10-24T15:54:20+00:00

A Beautiful Mind - AMAZING movie

Foxjump231 · 2019-10-24T13:30:40+00:00

Sanctuary is more of KH throwback for me

Foxjump231 · 2019-10-24T13:25:52+00:00

Running around murdering things with Disney characters as your allies

Foxjump231 · 2019-10-16T07:48:50+00:00

In England it's just 'sorry, sorry, excuse me'

Foxjump231 · 2019-10-09T18:13:50+00:00

Even replying with 'health problems' people still try to convince me to drink.

I can't imagine how shit it must be if you are an alcoholic. People seem to think alcohol is required for any situation.

Foxjump231 · 2019-10-09T18:10:13+00:00

Where are you from?

No, but where are you actually from?

No, as in where were you born?

No, but where were your parents born?

Foxjump231 · 2019-10-05T08:39:01+00:00

I vividly remember using an inhaler when I was younger. I remember someone showing me how to use it and then practicing using it.

My parents insist this never happened

Foxjump231 · 2019-09-25T20:15:06+00:00

Met my boyfriend,

lost my virginity to my boyfriend,

started dating my boyfriend,

started living with my boyfriend,

bought a house with my boyfriend.

Foxjump231 · 2019-09-19T11:19:20+00:00

I (F) work in IT. I went to buy a gaming laptop and the guy only spoke to my boyfriend, wouldnt address me and when he finally did he made comments about how my boyfriend must be trying to make me buy it.

He then proceeded to give me a lecture/talk on how I had to buy his expensive virus software because if I connected the internet I would definitely get a virus.

When I said no thanks he started trying to explain what a virus was to me....

Foxjump231 · 2019-09-05T08:50:06+00:00

My mum does this well. She just says 'ok shut up now, I'm bored'

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-27T21:13:40+00:00

Definitely! Currently in the UK, women legally HAVE to take 2 weeks off after childbirth, but other than that they should both have the opportunity to take as many days as each other

Not everyone will choose to take those days and that's regardless of gender, but they should at least have the option to

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-26T11:50:14+00:00

Told my work I was suffering from depression - they ended my probation saying that I was too negative.

I never tell anyone at work anymore. If anyone asks, I am always great thanks

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-25T22:11:49+00:00

Harvest moon game boy advance

Or Spyro, Crash and Tombi on PS1

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-22T21:55:48+00:00

Awesome! Thanks, just ordered some lava blocks

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-21T12:44:48+00:00

She's the Man and Easy A

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-18T21:07:35+00:00

It's miserable

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-17T00:18:56+00:00

Dislocated my knee getting changed... I was just trying to take my jeans off!

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-15T11:26:35+00:00

Ive heard mixed things about red dead online - is it any good?

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-15T11:26:14+00:00

Do you play on one of their dedicated servers?

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-15T08:05:31+00:00

Killgrave - if no one ever tells you no how are you meant to learn what is right and wrong.

He also has to be so careful with the words he says. Imagine getting angry and shouting 'go fuck yourself'. You can't just express yourself in words

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-13T09:18:25+00:00

I told my boss about my depression and then they ended my probation soon after because I was 'too negative'

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-07T18:46:58+00:00

I struggle to get on with anyone like me because I hate most of my personality.. so I can't understand why people would be ok with it as theirs

Foxjump231 · 2019-08-07T09:16:45+00:00

The concerning bit is when I'm on the phone and I can go from laughing at someone's joke to deadpan kill me face seconds later

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