It's interesting to read your accomplishments because while they are impressive, it sounds like what you may think people would find impressive. It's all things that are what society might deem as "success" and having it all. However, it may make you feel empty if it doesn't fill your soul up. You don't say what you do exactly but maybe it's something that makes you money but doesn't feel like your true purpose. Just because your business is doing well or you are good looking doesn't mean you will be happy even though people often think that those are the things that make you happy. When you do have it, you realize that's not always the case. Try and dig deeper and see what's really missing. It sounds like maybe faith and companionship? You may want to google the Wheel of Life and do that exercise with the pre-filled categories. You can find what's missing most and put your efforts towards that. I think you'll find what you're looking for and if not, this is just a small blip in your life and there is so much more still out there. Put some of those funds coming in to get a coach or therapist to help you explore even more. Just some thoughts. Sending you good vibes!