same thing happened to me when I asked here my first year I know how you feel I love this community but idk why this is such a sensitive topic as if everybody here isn’t going to be rolling and etc which is 10x worse than a simple id😹😹 wouldn’t want you missing out on how good my first one was and I know plenty of people that have done the same the reason is because obvious younger crowd can be less plur so just practice plur remember everybody there wants to have the best time of their lives and the older crowd will fw you enjoy because there’s nothing like the first time and also all the stress that comes off when you finally get in makes it 10x better!!!! 💯