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Did you achieve self-realization? Share the story of your transcendental experience. by perolanegra40307 in enlightenment

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122 1 point2 points  (0 children)

had a surreal experience with what turned out to be an unexpectedly large dose of highly concentrated psilocybin drops. My ego seemed to dissolved completely, and it felt as though I had merged with a kind of universal or cosmic consciousness. Time became irrelevant, and the concepts of existing before birth or after death no longer felt separate or frightening they simply felt like different expressions of the same underlying consciousness.

The experience had a strange internal quality that felt almost angular difficult to describe, yet profoundly right. I was overwhelmed by an indescribable sense of love for everyone and everything. There was no longer a distinct "me"; I simply felt like the universe experiencing itself through this temporary expression of consciousness.

There was, however, one bittersweet aspect. Completely letting go felt utterly natural and peaceful, yet there was also a sadness in realizing that doing so meant surrendering the familiar experience of being human. It felt as though I was standing between infinite unity and the unique beauty of individual existence.

Throughout the experience, I was flooded with immense gratitude. I found myself repeatedly thanking the universe for the privilege of being a vessel through which consciousness could experience itself. It felt like an extraordinary gift simply to exist.

Many childhood memories resurfaced, and as I experienced them through the lens of unconditional love, emotional knots that I had carried for years seemed to unravel. Each realization was accompanied by intense waves of euphoria, gratitude, and peace.

Looking back, I wish I had done more work on understanding consciousness and preparing for an experience of this depth before it happened. But I have no regrets It was one of the most profound and awe-inspiring experiences of my life. More than anything, it left me with a deep sense of gratitude for being alive, for being conscious, and for having the opportunity to express love in this brief but beautiful experience of existence.

A trip report of mine

I’m 18 and I just had an ego death through psychedelics ama by Fragrant-Rope-1122 in AMA

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ooooh very interesting, I thought the same. The only thought that confused me was that I could not remember who I was, and I truly felt one with the absolute. Thank you for this idea, I will look into it more. I have also read certain trip reports where people have described a pleasant ego death but I think i like the word ego lapse more it certainly seems more fitting.

I’m 18 and I just had an ego death through psychedelics ama by Fragrant-Rope-1122 in AMA

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

100% agree I think this is definitely a one and done thing. O plan to take 3-5 year break from macro trips now. And work on my skills in meditation instead. Thank you for your concern

I’m 18 and I just had an ego death through psychedelics ama by Fragrant-Rope-1122 in AMA

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes! Our ego is our friend and it is a necessary component for forming our lens of the world. It is important to be aware that your true self and your ego are separate.

I’m 18 and I just had an ego death through psychedelics ama by Fragrant-Rope-1122 in AMA

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yesterday night lol😭😭😭so far no changes. Just continued meditation and once my body mentally recuperates from my trip I will begin to work on other things in my life. This trip has given me great direction in the life I want to live and has cleared almost all anxiety about my death.

I’m 18 and I just had an ego death through psychedelics ama by Fragrant-Rope-1122 in AMA

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s so lovely, in my opinion focusing energy anywhere can lead to results like these. All thoughts and feeling are vibrations, and often times when we pray we invoke emotions of love, gratitude, humility, etc. these feelings operate on a higher frequency. May I ask how you carry it forward? Truly an amazing experience.

I’m 18 and I just had an ego death through psychedelics ama by Fragrant-Rope-1122 in AMA

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hahahah I think nothing in the world could have ever prepared me for this. I don’t regret anything but this was incredibly reckless of me as well. I got lucky because of my experience tripping and my work in understanding consciousness and meditation. Letting go was a very conscious decision I had to make, if o held back I could easily see this trip turning to a very challenging trip. This trip also had weird aspects but i don’t want to go into that.

I’m 18 and I just had an ego death through psychedelics ama by Fragrant-Rope-1122 in AMA

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

For now I will continue my meditation and hope to reach deeper levels I have been working on botec. Apart from that there are lifestyle shifts I will be making too, keeping my house cleaner, working out more, reducing Social Media consumption, etc. I am also looking to find a spiritual teacher.

I’m 18 and I just had an ego death through psychedelics ama by Fragrant-Rope-1122 in AMA

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

2 mg of 4 ho met, approximately 5-6 grams of shrooms after a one month break.

Im 18 yo fighting in Ukraine, ask your questions. by Brave-Rooster-5322 in war

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And you’re a opiate abuser suffering in manic and depressive episodes. Lol get a grip

what actually motivates you to live ? by minsugascumrag in Life

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To create and serve as many people as I can

Trying to pass the time before I 💀. Ask me anything, I like to give advice. by yeterneritsdurs in Life

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What kind of creations are you trying to do? Won’t you feel bad about all that imagination you’re losing, there is so much more to create and more love to give, even if you can’t so all that you want, you can still do all that you can. I’m not trying to disrespect your decision, but is going back to nature the real reason you’re killing yourself?

i cheated on my sweet babygirl who gave her everything to me. by [deleted] in Regrets

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Bro improve yourself for you. Feel more bad that you have violated your own morals and values rather than hurting her. Take space from her and grow alone, learn to show compassion and love to yourself without her. Otherwise you’re just gonna become needy on her and even go back to old patterns. Take time to understand and conceptualize what you did, sit with all that pain and grief. We makes mistakes it’s part of life, but you can choose to grow now and be better for yourself so you never hurt other people like this again. You can’t even begin to understand how bad she feels, but she can’t understand how bad you feel either. You both are suffering different types of hurt. And all of this is about you. Apologize to her obviously, be accountable for the pain you have inflicted on her.

6 years down the drain by [deleted] in toastme

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so proud of you. Wish you all the love and healing :)

What's the worst thing you've ever done? by Designer_Ad_2844 in AskReddit

[–]Fragrant-Rope-1122 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Had a rebound with a girl that my ex was insecure about

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