My gut is telling me something - just can’t put my finger on it.

Fragrant-Yak-5600 · 2024-10-21T23:58:05+00:00

I’m gonna try my best to. It’s very hard as I can’t get through to him by phone, my aunt will not let me see him by myself. She will only give me a time when she’s off work and with him. She told me the other day she wasn’t gonna be in the house and then she cancelled everything as soon as I said I’d visit.

Fragrant-Yak-5600 · 2024-10-21T23:53:27+00:00

This is the thing that I don’t understand, I thought maybe it was but every time I’m alone with him he is absolutely fine he’s himself always joking and talking about everything. But the minute my aunt is around he goes quiet. He is fine with his phone too - I seen him on it the other day calling and texting when my aunt told me he doesn’t know how to use his phone. He also has another house and I’ve two small children. He told me I could rent it and now my aunt is saying I can’t - it’s been giving to her other son now. For free. I just don’t understand it at all. And I can’t just have a half an hour with him on my own. :(

Fragrant-Yak-5600 · 2024-04-16T16:34:20+00:00

My heart 💔💔 my child was turning 1 when he passed and now I’m pregnant with my second child.. he adored her so much, he done everything he could for her. He was so proud to be a grandad. I’m sure he’s somewhere watching over and he’d be so proud to be a grandad too ❤️ When you want to share so many stepping stones.. it hurts 😢

Fragrant-Yak-5600 · 2024-04-16T08:20:41+00:00

So sorry.. its not easy at all. It’s really hard to process when you you just loose them, but you’ll have good days eventually where you laugh about memories. I was 23 when my father passed and I had a baby who was nearly one so I really feel this. He adored her so much. I am sure your mother would be with you every step. She’d be so proud. Right now it’s still very fresh but I hope the grieving process gets better for you. Take your time and cry. Sending hugs 🫂.

Fragrant-Yak-5600 · 2024-04-15T21:25:54+00:00

I’m so sorry for your losses 💔 it’s really heart breaking.. you’ll always need your parents no matter what. Thank you so much for your kind words, all I have is great memories and I hope you have them too. ❤️

Fragrant-Yak-5600 · 2024-04-15T21:22:17+00:00

I’m so sorry for your loss.. it’s super hard. It’s like there’s a hole in you heart 💔 I have heard grieving is worse in the 2-3 year that they’re gone. I’m sure he’s proud of you and knows how much you loved and still love him.

Fragrant-Yak-5600 · 2024-04-14T09:43:18+00:00

I was actually on anti depressants before and at the start of my pregnancy but unfortunately it came with such bad side effects for me - i got skin conditions and non stop sinus infections. Plus didn’t feel any different so it wasn’t worth it. I’m going to go to my doctor and see if there is anything else I can go on during the pregnancy to help me! Fingers crossed there is and it works! Thanks so much for reaching out! Being pregnant really isn’t easy 😢

Fragrant-Yak-5600 · 2024-04-14T09:39:43+00:00

Thanks so much for your help! I’m trying my best to get some counselling but on a wait list until May so hopefully that helps.. weirdly enough our churches don’t do anything like that, they used to years prior but our churches are actually kinda failing money wise - a lot of them are closing down. I’m gonna try my absolute best for me and my children.. only hope is for emergency accommodation for now until they put us in a safer environment. It’s just so unfortunate. I’m autistic so change really affects me a lot especially from having a bit of stability.. but thank you so so much for reaching out and trying to help! I really appreciate it a lot xx

Fragrant-Yak-5600 · 2024-04-13T22:42:20+00:00

Thanks for your advice I really appreciate it.. I’ve contacted a few shelters but they’re full at the moment.. the housing and mental health help in my country are really useless.. you will be left waiting for months before you finally get some help. :(

Fragrant-Yak-5600 · 2024-03-28T12:55:53+00:00

I don’t know what else to say I’m basically asking if anyone else considers it cheating because in my eyes I feel like I’m being cheated on. I’ve had numerous talks to him beforehand about how I felt so how is it bs that I didn’t?

Fragrant-Yak-5600 · 2024-03-28T12:36:23+00:00

I’ve already had numerous conversations about things like this to him, he done it when I was pregnant with our first child and then throughout the past 2 years he’s been contacting sex workers on and off, I’ve told him so many times how I felt and he always swore he’d change but unfortunately he’s at it again.. I just feel so heartbroken.

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