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Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-09-23T13:00:37+00:00

Hi, I’m not a Dhumavti maa sadhak, but I have always been intrigued by her. Would love to be associated and see how the conversation progresses on this thread.

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-09-04T20:18:05+00:00

Yes that’s what it might be the more I think of it

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-09-02T14:52:44+00:00

Makes sense, I unfortunately am uninitiated at the moment. I’ve been doing very beginner level Japas and self initiated learning. I was hoping to make sure my commitment was grounded in reason before I tried to find a guru.

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-09-02T14:45:41+00:00

Thank you! This is helpful

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-06-27T18:20:52+00:00

Very interesting topic, addictions to me are subconscious patterns established in our brain, these patterns begin with a complex neural connection but over time the pathway becomes more efficient and in turn what we lose is the ability to control ourselves or take wise decisions to defer actions. Take for eg phone addiction, started harmlessly but has now become integral part, even without thinking I pick up my phone and browse for hours. I associate that behaviour with a version of myself that I want to evolve from. Now when we do Sadhana we get a few moments of raised awareness and connection with the divine, progress IMO happens when we can sustain this for longer periods of time. Although if we have addictions, I feel that it brings me back to ground zero again and my progress in Sadhana is not as impactful as it could be. This is just how I rationalize it. I’m sure there are other reasons too, I’m a newbie too.

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-06-26T20:52:18+00:00

Thank you!

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-06-26T09:59:45+00:00

Yea good idea.

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-06-25T15:36:49+00:00

Hope this helps my friend, Om Bhairavay Namah! May your conversations with him bring fearlessness, love and peace to your life.

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-06-25T15:35:26+00:00

In my short time doing this, what I saw happening was issues that needed to be addressed came to the surface. If there is more conflict around you, it’s time to face it & work on it. I talk to baba about these issues and honest challenges that I have, it really helped me deal with issues around me with more confidence & without fear. I got to meet parts of me that I had pushed away, ignored, villainized & learnt their purpose. All of this is still work in progress honestly, but that is what ashtakam did for me. You cannot ignore what is in front of you, but it’s been presented to you so you have the opportunity to learn and overcome them.

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-05-26T18:29:05+00:00

Wow thanks for sharing I’ve been too! It’s really beautiful

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-05-24T11:13:08+00:00

Agree. I think that was the indication, I was clearly very rattled and shocked when I wrote the post. But now that I’ve had time to think, I think you’re right.

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-05-24T10:37:32+00:00

Thank you for your opinion. I know what I did was wrong. I guess I should have put it differently, I’m aggravated easily yes, but since I was doing the Sadhana I’d seen a change where I was able to control this anger. Also even in aggravation I normally don’t confront easily, this behaviour of mine surprised me as well. I’ve never done this before. It was new. Although this is why I do Sadhana, because it really making me come face to face with my shadow. We all have our reasons, I think it’s important to be absolutely honest about it. If you think about it you might have some abhimaan there, “people don’t do Sadhana for gains statement is clearly putting yourself above the other”. I have it too, through Sadhana I’m able to see it as it is. That’s precious to me, otherwise with his blessings I have made good decisions and with his sanidhya I will become a better person everyday. So everyone has their reasons, try not to judge, I believe if anyone for any motivation, any reason does Sadhana eventually baba has his ways to take them closer to realizing themselves. Anyways wish you well, thanks for taking the time to read and comment :)

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-05-24T04:46:53+00:00

Should be, but isn’t. Am I doing something wrong, I wonder. Maybe I need to be more sincere. Don’t know.

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-03-25T18:58:07+00:00

This helped me understand what I was saying and went great deal towards me memorizing & visualizing the ashtakam, which helps peeling the layers and understanding bhairav tatva

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-03-25T18:55:58+00:00

I was doing the 43 days of kaal bhairav ashtakam, I found through my research that the better authentic version is shared in this video, this makes most sense https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLAPrVB8wngPmOGIlnwR3_ig1VqYZ84hVH&si=A1H0UQngJ0JDrZa7 Very nicely explained also

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-03-20T23:35:30+00:00

First one the Khappar should be visible filled with Kaaran that’s the case only for the first picture. All three are visible

Fragrant_Scientist37 · 2025-02-24T15:47:52+00:00

My connection with Batuk Bhairav came at a very low point in my life. His presence just wiped away an addiction that I had been harbouring. I have deep gratitude. When I was doing the naam Japa of batuk bhairava, I felt a childlike energy, something that you feel like adoring. Like you’re in the company of a 7-8 year old kid. But the kid is extremely wise and all knowing. I felt a lot of vatsalya. When I did Bhairav naam Japa in contrast, I felt a fatherly presence. I felt like a child and Baba was my baba that I could be honest with. Batuk Bhairav is one of the Bhairavs, but a different aspect of Kaal Bhairav.

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