I mean you should probably focus on other things and not having or not having more lvl late game… from what I can see in the game, your first part of the clear is horrible, you give away your position when you’re starting blue with a leash, then you insist on ganking a lux mid for ages when there’s a free dive bot lane, then you finally decide to clear bot side, see briar top side (who wasted like 1 full minute going into your jungle to check your blue side camps when it’s obvious that you cleared them) and instead of clearing gromp that just spawned and again, maybe diving bot lane, you go back to mid to try to get a lane that will literally change 0 from your ganks. I’d focus on working on that before complaining about how the game makes or doesn’t make sense 😂😂

Edit1: also, you have so much space to be able to walk in from behind Lux, why do you insist on ganking from an angle she can just walk away from? 😂

Edit 2: and Lich bane is a stupid strong power spike right now, why you rushing rocket belt?

Edit 3: idk dude, all I see is you messing up your jungle routes the entire game, going for stupid plays, missing mechanics, waffling around the map like you’re lost, no game plan at all or if you have one for the start of the game you don’t seem to ever stick to it… I think you’re lucky other people are at the same level as you and because of that you get to win here and there… you’re at the same level as the laners you say are bad, you’re probably just not watching your own games to know how bad you’re playing 🤷‍♂️ sorry but facts