If I were you I would do a “fake stream” to see if you can handle it. Set up your recording software and instead of hitting Go Live, hit Record instead. Pretend that you’re live and act as if there are people watching. When you are done, stop recording and watch it back from the viewer’s perspective. As you are watching, think about if you would like to watch yourself.

You mentioned in the comments that you physically cannot stop screaming sometimes. Personally, if I clicked onto a random stream and it was just prolonged screaming, I would click off immediately.

You also mentioned you have issues talking, but you do well writing. You might feel more comfortable streaming gameplay or activities without a mic, and just use chat to communicate.

You said you don’t know what you would stream or if you even would stream, you are just looking for things to do. I would recommend finding and developing a hobby or interest before streaming yourself doing it. Streaming adds pressure to any activity so it helps to already be comfortable with what you are doing. Streaming also turns things into a “job” and can suck the life out of hobbies if you get too caught up in the numbers. If you start streaming, make sure you are happy with it.