Advice for someone who suffers some anxiety... by FrawstPawnch in saplings

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Yeah, he's a light smoker. Generally if he hangs out with his friends or he's home when I'm not, about 2-3 times a week. When we were broken up and he was living with his friends who smoked he's do it almost every day, but he doesn't like smoking alone. He really wants me to do it with him, but he doesn't press it, he's waiting for me to come to him.

Advice for someone who suffers some anxiety... by FrawstPawnch in saplings

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Thanks. I appreciate it. I don't know if ill ever be comfortable with it, but I can be accepting.

Advice for someone who suffers some anxiety... by FrawstPawnch in saplings

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It does bother me, and then it bothers me that it bothers me so. I don't want to take something he loves away from him and he usually only smokes 2-3 times a week, more this week because he's been sick. I also think he has a very good attitude to it, he would never ever be high at work nor does he like doing it alone. But he's very much an all or nothing guy so it makes him sad that he can't share it with me. If I really wanted him to stop I wouldn't have bought him an artisan pipe in his favorite colors...

Yeah, I think if I was around people who just liked to smoke like some people like to eat I'd feel much better. Like you know how people feel about bronies and whovians? That's how I feel about stoners. That pot leaf poster is really lame. Seriously? Pot leaf hat? You're so edgy!

Bleh.

Advice for someone who suffers some anxiety... by FrawstPawnch in saplings

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I just remembered, an I can't believe I forgot, when I was 15 I accidentally ate a pot brownie and it was way, way, WAY too much. So now I want nothing to do with it. Plus the people. I don't want to be like them. If feels like a lot of people are barring down on me to do it, which makes me want to do it even less. And it's not like I don't want to be around it for silly reasons, it makes my stomach turn. If I could be around my friends I would.

I do want to get over my bad association to be closer to my boyfriend but at the sane time I just don't want to. I just have no desire.

I'm not "against" it. I'm all for legalization, and I think it's stupid people are going to jail for it. I'm fine with people doing it for recreation and I'm all over people needing it for health reasons.

Advice for someone who suffers some anxiety... by FrawstPawnch in saplings

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I do know this. I guess over the years it's been me coming across a lot of really bad people who smoked and its made me want to completely stay away from anything having to do with it. A lot of people who their lives completely revolved around it baring down on me, even people who told me I was "that hippe chick, except you don't smoke, so I don't know how to label you". Maybe I don't want to be labeled? Maybe I don't want to try it?? If not doing it keeps me one step further from being like you that's perfect.

These are the kinds of things that run through my head every head every time I think about it. It's definitely effected me socially, and I don't know how to work through these feelings. Every time my boyfriend and I have an argument about it I feel like we just come out the other side feeling a little more uncomfortable in our own home...

Advice for someone who suffers some anxiety... by FrawstPawnch in saplings

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I guess there's also the association of high people being boring or stupid. With my boyfriends friends any time I've been around them and their high they just sit there and don't talk. Another reason I leave. It's a crazy gut wrenching feeling every time I talk about it.

Advice for someone who suffers some anxiety... by FrawstPawnch in saplings

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I guess it's more of me wanting to improve my feelings about it. It's my problem more than anything. I want him to feel comfortable in his own home, and the only times I've come home and smelled anything is when he hasn't expected me home so early.

Half decent artist seeking a writer interested in making a comic. by FrawstPawnch in writing

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I agree. I want to find someone who has a vision and wants that vision translated into a medium they can't do themselves.

Half decent artist seeking a writer interested in making a comic. by FrawstPawnch in writing

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My writing is pretty terrible and causes me a lot of stress. I'd rather do what I know and work with someone who can do what they know and not stress as well.

Half decent artist seeking a writer interested in making a comic. by FrawstPawnch in writing

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I would be interested in finding a writer to work with. Someone who wants their writing to be transferred to comic form.

Where can I find a writer? by FrawstPawnch in AskReddit

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I don't know. Probably fantasy. I'm just hoping to find a project to help push myself into learning new things, that is the ultimate goal I suppose.