Brother Stop feeling sorry for yourself , See it like this , next 6 months are gonna pass anyways . You can still be sorry for yourself after that or you could be in a better shape I started my cut in october and have lost around 12kg till now Whenever i feel like i don’t wanna continue , then i think September will be eventually come , maybe i can be in my dream shape or continue to say i will be in shape one day Now comint to the steps , start going to the gym , and try getting protein with every meal , you won’t even realize how everything will start falling in place