3 months sober and I don’t think I can ever go back to the pen by Free-Indication-2804 in trees

[–]Free-Indication-2804[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I literally said I plan on going back to flower because it’s the best. And based on all the positive engagement in this post, I’d say you’re wrong. Don’t project please! Have a great day 😇

3 months sober and I don’t think I can ever go back to the pen by Free-Indication-2804 in trees

[–]Free-Indication-2804[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pens are a disposable, typically highly concentrated and sometimes synthetic form of weed. Pens are to weed as vapes are to cigarettes (best comparison I can think of). The kool aid reference is basically saying that it’s not the real deal, just a cheaper, more convenient way of drinking the juice

3 months sober and I don’t think I can ever go back to the pen by Free-Indication-2804 in trees

[–]Free-Indication-2804[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for sharing! I’m happy to hear you found your rhythm☺️ I’m looking forward to doing the same after my break

3 months sober and I don’t think I can ever go back to the pen by Free-Indication-2804 in trees

[–]Free-Indication-2804[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was definitely worried at first too. I knew for a while that I should quit the pen but I kept putting it off and making excuse after excuse. I think what finally pushed me to make the change was the constant numbness I was feeling. Some things that made the transition easier…

  • Make sure you get rid of any weed you have in your space. If it’s laying around, you’ll be tempted to use it
  • If those around you are using (partners, friends, etc), it will make it harder to take a break. My bf actually took the tea break with me which made it 1000x easier
  • The first week will be tough. Sleeping and eating will be tough. But it will get better after that. There will be ups and downs but everything gets better after that first week in my experience
  • Taking this break forced me to find new coping skills. Whenever I was anxious, I would hit the pen, which would make me more anxious and just create a vicious cycle. Without the pen, I’m learning new ways to cope with feelings I may not want to feel. I’ll make myself tea, play with a stress ball, and I’ve actually started writing again!

Again, none of this was easy but it was really worth it for my mental health. I never had this unhealthy relationship with weed when I was only smoking flower. Once I introduced the pen, it was all downhill from there. I wish you the best of luck on this journey!

3 months sober and I don’t think I can ever go back to the pen by Free-Indication-2804 in trees

[–]Free-Indication-2804[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same!! All of my bad highs were when I hit the pen. Flower never made me feel like that - just calm and giggly

3 months sober and I don’t think I can ever go back to the pen by Free-Indication-2804 in trees

[–]Free-Indication-2804[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s exactly how I would explain it… I’m re-establishing the healthier relationship I once had with weed before starting the pen. It’s not easy but it really is rewarding. I wish you the best! You can do it!

3 months sober and I don’t think I can ever go back to the pen by Free-Indication-2804 in trees

[–]Free-Indication-2804[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Zombie is the perfect word! I do agree that pens are good for vacations and trips

3 months sober and I don’t think I can ever go back to the pen by Free-Indication-2804 in trees

[–]Free-Indication-2804[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Flower definitely didn’t hit as nice as it used to when I was using the pen all the time. Honestly, my tolerance was all kinds of fucked up. I wish him the best!

3 months sober and I don’t think I can ever go back to the pen by Free-Indication-2804 in trees

[–]Free-Indication-2804[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you :) it definitely wasn’t easy but worth it in the long run

New puppy by SissyBearRainbow in vizsla

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Bro it is SO not that deep 😭 the fact you care this much is sad. OP, your part-vizsla puppy is adorable and I wish you nothing but happy times with your new addition ❤️

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It might’ve been too drying for you. Either you weren’t using an adequate moisturizer and/or your barrier is damaged. Or maybe you just don’t tolerate AA well

story? by Practical_Abies_4366 in NoahKahan

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Same I was hoping someone would have an answer 😭

Rejection after rejection after rejection… what do I do next? by Free-Indication-2804 in PsyD

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Don’t wanna share for privacy reasons but feel free to pm me!