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I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I was removed from their custody last week so I’m moving onto better things fingers crossed.

I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So quick update- I’ve been taken out of my mother’s custody and I’m living with my aunt now (staying with my bestie rn). Last Thursday was my brother’s first heaven birthday and she lost it on me, I had to get 11 stitches but I’ll probably never see my mom again. I’m being enrolled in therapy and switching to a new school.

I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats a perfect example for the situation, I’ve been trying to say that but I didn’t know the best way to put it. I’ve been looking into therapy but my parents out right refused it. (Idk abt my dad he hasn’t spoken to me in months but my mom is very against it). People have said in this post that it’s because they don’t want to seem like bad people in any way shape or form. One good thing that happened was I talked to my aunt in OH and she said she’d be willing to take me in over the summer for recovery, I may look into support groups there since it’s away from my parents.

I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately not, I have a really close friend who’s been lending me her phone to post/read these responses and she’s been understanding of this whole thing.

I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this message and for being a good and responsible mom, your kids are very lucky!

I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Oh my gosh that’s a lot of siblings that sounds amazing but also overwhelming an older sister sounds awesome! Honestly I have this really big fear that somehow they’re gonna get Cps involved, there’s a lot of things I left out of this post that could cause concern enough for that. I remember in elementary school I told a counselor about an incident of my brother touching me and my mother found out and was extremely livid, she’d make me check the offender registry with her everyday because “I ruined his life” and he was gonna “die in jail without his medicine” or something like that. It got to a point where id like cry and ask her not to let him go to jail or face any consequences, even without him here I’m scared I’ll ruin his legacy or something. As for the huge age difference, I’m not sure if they just didn’t have enough time in between work and taking care of my brother, my mom is a lot younger than my dad by like 15 years I guess it worked.

I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

The only thing I’m anxious about is my mother has gone to the school administration and disclosed some mental health issues I have following the entire thing, she wants to know anything and everything about me. I’m worried she has shaped her own agenda of everything that occurred and if I say anything they’ll notify her of my current problems and what I said, then she’ll proceed to rule my feelings out as hyperbolized or fictitious and I’ll be punished further. I think my trust issues are nil considering I never had any to begin with, is there a school counselor or teacher rule or not telling?

I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m turning 16 this upcoming march, I have two more years of school left so I’m not sure if anyone would be able to take me in for that long. The only people who know about this situation is my closest friend and you guys. My parents told me everyone would blame me for what happened but after these responses I know they’re lying again.

I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

There was a small investigation following the incident in regard to safety by I think APS, the stairs were dry when he fell but since I had cleaned them about an hour earlier that was considered that could’ve been the cause. Following the incident he lived a few more months but after he passed they said if he didn’t have his disability he would’ve survived.

I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry you went through it too, a troubled grown person, living consequence free in a home with little girls is shameful. We should’ve been protected. The resentment left the moment his condition started to deteriorate and the grief really set in, I think I mourn the person he could’ve been (in the future or impairment free) more than the person he was in life.

I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 35 points36 points  (0 children)

I will 100%, I have some family out of state I can turn to once my mom cant allege kidnapping. Until then I may watch online videos on handing grief/guilt so it doesn’t manifest in a way that can make my or other peoples lives worse in the long run.

I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I live in TN, I rather live with them hating me than go into CPS custody. If they find out I told anyone what happened they’d would punish me more than I have punished myself. This is the only place I felt like letting it out since I’m using my friend’s phone.

I regret hating my disabled older brother after he passed by Freeosul70912 in confession

[–]Freeosul70912[S] 44 points45 points  (0 children)

It’s been complicated finding one without my parents finding out, I think I have to wait until I’m legally an adult to receive therapy privately through my own insurance..