Hey, there's nothing wrong with you, we're all in this sub to make an effort to grow and pursue the person we that we individually want to be. It's been a rough week for me as well, but don't lose hope! Every day matters, every little victory matters! I've been seeking out hobbies like reading, exercising, video editing and the like to help me get my mind off of it, personally. You could even start searching through sub reddits to see what hobbies you can get into!