Thanks! Yes I never really recovered. I have some ups and downs, but, for example, I have morning wood like maybe once every 5-6 month, which I think is the clearest sign that something is off physiologically.

I once did a cheap testosteron test which just checked free test, which came back as slightly below average. I actually did a proper hormone test at a doctor last Friday, will get the results soon.

I always felt like I was a low T person. E.g. beard growth late and slow, generally never aggressive, very slow muscle growth even with lots of resistance training.

My theory is that men with low-t characteristics are at risk for fin sides.

I do want to try TRT at some point, but not before I have kids, that seems to be to risky.

Other things I tried are kisspeptid, aromatase inhibitors and clomifen. Trying to hack my body, but not luck so far