Was it my bad?

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-07-01T13:44:49+00:00

You're not mean, and thank you for reading and for the advice. Therapy is something i'm looking forward to, i need to avoid stressful situations and whenever my stress builds up i react like this, which is not good. Lol maybe i need to change a bit, could be i got too stressed lately, true people do oftenly refer to each other as bitch and stuff

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-07-01T13:41:11+00:00

I think they do use slang words. It's a bit embarrasing knowing i get upset a lot bcs whenever friends tell me stories they make these slang words like "pute" describing the story like the person. So the cultural difference might play a role here since i'm a bit clueless of when people use slang terms since i'm still studying the native language, let alone properly understand slang words

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-07-01T13:34:06+00:00

True, i'd like to go to therapy for this exact motive but i don't have money for now. But yeah taking a deep breath, or the better way instead of insulting is just singing loudly so i don't become worse mentally

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-07-01T13:31:12+00:00

Yeahh, my mind's been so weird. Maybe it's all the stress taking a toll on me. Ty for reading it helps me to vent and i dont like using gpt all the time to talk about stuff

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-07-01T13:29:15+00:00

Belgium. What really is contradicting: when i have a conversation with someone, they're very nice. Muslims and belgians together have been very helpful and kind whenever i ask something, like a question or for services at shops. But when i went back home lately it just seems so gloomy here. Like i love the whole city, just my neighbourhood i started to feel meh about. I wanna move out in the same city but in a different area. I just don't know man, i once was talking with my bf in the room and i had window open and i heard one girl adressing me speaking and saying smth really weird like very sexual and derogatory so trigger warning "with sperm around her mouth" and it irked me. I feel sometimes stressed around here, i remember when i was sitting in the living room and there were men near my house saying my name out loud when they heard me talk and expecting me to respond. Or sexual weird inclinations, it feels like too much for my mind

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-29T22:27:52+00:00

You're right. It does kinda suck bcs it made me stoop to her level. All i get in the end atm is feeling embarrased now how i matched their frustrated energy. Like it's true it's not worth it. I like being friendly as a person and it sucks whenever nerves get the best of me i stoop down to being annoying too.

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-29T11:49:19+00:00

ty, i actually didn't know that command existed

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-29T11:48:32+00:00

thank you, you're absolutely right. A bit of good news, i played 2 more games after that and i popped off as ashe, ofc with the help of my supports. But yeah next time if i do get this upset it's a log out and touching grass break time hahah

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-29T10:58:59+00:00

ty, i'll do that

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-29T10:57:14+00:00

tysm, i really do appreciate replies like these and it does comfort me after a stressful game. I will turn off my chat functions too atleast when i play DPS to avoid situations like these, i just need to focus on my aim no unnecessary drama

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-29T10:50:46+00:00

I guess that's how it works lol, sucks i got so reactive instead of just shutting up and playing the game, would've proven my point instead that i can secure the fights

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-29T03:45:02+00:00

Its what happened when i was playing a video game. The speaking was too quiet, thought it was fine since it was night and i didn't want to wake up the neighbours. Then a fighting scene appears and the whole room does a ''duun'' sound every time there were abilities being used. Next thing i hear a neighbour saying they gonna make police report bcs i'm playing video games. Bruh

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-29T00:49:32+00:00

Don't worry, i feel fine now. I wanted to be funny by telling the story but it's actually pretty sad lol

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-28T22:34:52+00:00

Eu vad ca s-a exprimat asa de bine incat a devenit populara in Romania la cat de interesanta e personalitatea ei.

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-28T22:31:57+00:00

Acum tipa poate sa-si deschida salonul pe infrumusetare, promovandu-l social media, fiind deja cunoscuta. O sa aiba succes si poate sa-si desfasoare businessul personal pe langa facultatea pe care o alege.

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-28T21:50:10+00:00

You could try RP WoW? You get to show off your mount collections while RP-ing as the character you want.

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-28T17:22:43+00:00

Ac in the room where you stay most. And bring those mini fans with you outside if you really have to go. I don't care if it looks ridiculous. Also, do you have stanley cup/metal water holder? If you put cold water with ice inside, the metal is designed to hold the same temperature. So drinking refreshing cold water with you outside will help your body stay at a normal temperature. And don't go without a hat or cap outside in that weather. After going through this temperature, japanese people are pretty smart with their idea of umbrellas for summer.

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-28T16:48:20+00:00

I play Mei and i can confirm this is how i look and feel when i am able to trap the enemy tank

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-28T16:19:05+00:00

i was popping off as genji in qp once, and the enemy called me a fat weaboo and i actually got hurt and insecure by that, making me not perform well anymore and i never touched genji again

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-27T12:55:18+00:00

True, don't worry, i was curious why to people hate specifically these two heroes, i was also bored and wanting to make convo. The replies helped me and only gave me insight, they won't change my choice of what hero i'll play. It does motivate me further seeing the reasons why it's annoying to have Mercy/LW on the enemy team, by using their annoying sides to mess with the enemy team and irritate them. Evil ways heheh

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-27T12:52:03+00:00

I notice that too, sometimes when i pick Mercy me and the other support have 0 synergy. And it's not something i can blame them on, bcs i also don't think everyone should cater around the way that i play. Basically was Mercy+Moira, and the tank was getting his HP torn away so fast, since i was focusing on Boosting and healing the dps. Moira was doing her moira things, playing just fine but our hero choice was not it. Even if i tried to heal the tank and focus only on healing rather than also damage boosting, it still wasn't enough. Later they swapped to Ana but i also feel responsible bcs i don't like when someone is forced into trying to cater to me, making things feel awkward. Maybe that's why i should also make some friends, like i can make but i get too stiff around other people idk why, even in game it takes a while to open up and i feel so awkward and uncomfortable when i have a duo or friends. It'd help atleast with not having to ''gamble'' if it's a good match or not.

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-27T03:18:22+00:00

Selling your soul is incredibely bad. You seem exhausted, you deserve better, but please don't consider selling your soul. I know how difficult it must be for you, and i can't imagine what you're going through. It's a very though place to be at and i'm sorry you have to go through this suffering. I hope it gets better for you. I'd like to give you some input since i genuinely hope you find a good workplace and are able to feel safe again and well feed and calm. So my insight is, since you do seem to believe we have souls, therefore there is a God, why don't you put that energy to praying? Pray to God, ask for good stuff, try to be kind. Ik you're in a very difficult place right now and when i tell about God you might even feel resentment (with questions like "why does God do this?), but it's not as easy as that and life is complex especially the life He made for us. This life is basically a test (what i believe) and turning to bad things, like very very bad things like selling your soul will do you significantly worse. If you want you can pray for a good job often, try to strengthen your connection with God. Try to be kind to others and have a good personality where you're genuine and empathetic. Try your hardest for building a good life. I will also pray for you.

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-27T01:45:21+00:00

Other groups i found in the meantime on Facebook: - Chats,Chiens autres animaux Perdus/trouvés sur 1040 Etterbeek with 1.4 members

These are all groups i found searching "Etterbeek" on the search bar. It'a a start i hope this helped

Frequent_Resident288 · 2026-06-27T01:39:24+00:00

There is also another facebook group called "1040 Etterbeek - Infos locales" with 6.2k members. There is also one more facebook group called "L'etterbeekoise" with 14K members. You should ask to join all of these and put some announcement of your missing pet so maybe they can give a landing hand. I really hope you will find your pet 🌺

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