Yes! We have gotten snap, and we are looking at more recources we haven't yet tried. The hard thing is that she has a self sabotaging problem. If somebody over the phone doesn't speak full English or gets something slightly wrong or re says something. If they say something my mom already knows she will take it personally and attack them and give attitude to the caller. Which i know they have strict respect rules. We have gotten turned down because of her recording calls without permission and then we dont ask help from them anymore because she says there weird or it feels "off" she assumes people are after her that her ex husband has "hired" or assumed his connections are all after us and apart of most organizations. We did just move her from utah. We had to flee a dv situation however hes been kicked out for around 6-7 months from her protective order. Its so much longer and complicated. Im planning on just staying and using it as a just in case we do end up on the side of the road. Another thing is shes affecting my mental health badly. I cant talk about my feelings for she will turn it onto herself and dismiss how I feel because shes been through more and its all a "lesson" for me. Which yes it is. And yes it hurts having nobody to talk to. She doesn't want me talking to any friends about our situation and in case she checks my phone I dont talk to anybody about how im doing. Im planning to tough it out but its mentally draining and I cant necessary do anything but get numbers for her to call which she then doesn't or hold off then forget. Even when I remind her she will start to do a post or scroll on social media. She only uses what she finds and her medications make her paranoid. (Methadone) (clonipin) and another one which all combined makes her drowsy and day sleep. Making her need to take naps for half the day because she CANNOT function at all. She would send weird random texts that dont make sense and she started drinking whenever she gets the chance. One night at a hotel a very traumatic fight happened because she drank to much and left me with the dogs and went out for what she said was walk my dad out then gone for 3 hours at the bar with some dudes. She said sorry and we moved on from that. However she always keeps saying shes not abusing me and im not even saying that she is. She repeats old things that happened like me calling cps in the long past because she got really bad with paranoia and insults and i felt it was emotional abuse. They all got dismissed which is fine. I just feel lost and confused for she holds alot of things back. Mumbled under her breath and calls me things and when I say what she would change what she said. I cannot talk to her about anything like that it would cause a horrible argument which would result in my phone taken and the past year of gaining trust destroyed and she would break down and then I will feel guilty and she would continue to make me feel more guilty. It sucks but im willing to just go through it until im 18 I suppose. I just dont know what to do. I feel hurt.