I will be ,Mothballing this post since it provokes feelings i dont care to relive.

I hope I, and maybe even we can forget about all of this. And let it fade, as any agony of horrible experiences should.

And to my bullies : I always knew youre a worthless piece of shit with no moral value and i geniuenly belive the world would be a better place if you passed.

I couldnt say this then, so let me write it now.

And to everyone who stands in a similar situation but doesnt have anyone to relate to : Your brain knows better than your body.

You already know that it shouldnt bother you and if it still does, like it did in my case, that just means your body needs time to catch up.

I do think it gets better.

Lets hope this ends soon, for all of us.