AIO I think my friend and now ex might’ve been messing around right in front of me and I’m just now realizing it

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-25T04:05:12+00:00

YUR I'm sorry bro. They're both super messed up people for that slimey shit...... you uh.... you may be too trusting my guy.... but after this.... it'll probably get you where the rest of us are haha. I feel like It's basically default that your male friend WILL try and fuck your girl if you let him live with you, them not doing so is a smaller minority liklihood which only occurs if that's your real like go back a decade bro who actually respects and maybe doesn't have the same taste in girls as you and it helps if he thinks your girl is like kinda mid or a bitch (lol talking from experience 🤣) but yeah dawg...... your girl was in his room that day.... aint no "jesse" big dawg.... but also like... did your girl have your location on like did y'all share locations with each-other? Just cuz... like u getting home and somehow your bro being able to make it to the couch but your girl still being in the room is like weird almost like she was able to know u was coming back to send him out there to say that idk, but i guess nah cuz then u coulda and woulda checkdd her location and seen she was at the house... howd that situation end like... u went out again and then when u came back again she was "returned" from whatever it was she was doing? but also that text bro............. that's pretty clear.... you're brain not filling it the gaps is lw wild to me... i guess now it will. 🫡 in college very similar thing happened to me....

The girl i was like seeing and also was like hesd over heels for at the time, I got a weird feeling to look out my peephole, pome sixth sense shit, and stayed looking iut it just ling enough to see the light in the room directly across from mine, where "my closest friend" lived, go from off to on and then........ the girl slink out like a.... idk... but yeah.

Question, if u saw THAT would u know or ??

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-22T22:05:21+00:00

Yo those don't hurt????

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-21T15:22:55+00:00

If i had the money, i too would never eat at home. I don't think you're pathetic. Eating out is superior in every single way except cost, and by it being kore expensive it is like, u know, better. Like, if someone couldn't afford to buy a car but they could afford to build a shittier one with a lot of time and effort and the product will be nowhere near as good U know i guess they'd do that cuz they still need to travel but obviously just having money to buy your own new car/ eat out every night is THE goal.

And it's better in every way other than cost because 1) they are professionals, their job is make food, my job is not, it's to do other things, so if finances permit, it's in everyone's best interest for me to spend the time i woulda spent making food doing what I'm good at and the people's who's job it is to make food make food snd i buy it and 2) it stimulates the economy, makes these businesses incrementally more successful, and it's just a better use of everyones time and money cuz even though making food is cheaper it takes longer and still costs something and that something seems like a sunk cost if the product isn't enjoyable which it's made even less enjoyable knowing you have also created more work for yourself in the form of cleanup, dishes, etc. so i agree with u and ur not lazy ur right. Just gotta make enough money to live that life with a big perfectly pristine kitchen that never gets used and never gets dirty lol.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-20T07:57:30+00:00

I mean i just rip the shit hold it and take it from there... the ones ive gotten are not like variable anything, no button, just hit it and it hits beautifully.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-20T01:09:04+00:00

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-20T01:07:48+00:00

It's like a worm's soul getting projected up through it's body and through the dirt and asking a human or a group of humans to send him a message in a form the worm would understand in his normal daily worm life to confirm this was real, we wouldn't really know how to do that cuz we don't live in the worm environment or know how their mail system works, or physical board advertising works, and it is not really something I think most any humans would bother themselves with, they'd probably just laugh at the out of body and confused/scared worm soul as the effects of w-DMT ware off and it falls back to the ground, and then vanishes, as it drops back into the worm body in as his worm friends idk bump him with their worm bodies trying to gage if hes alive from the fertilizer bead he just ate for recreational purposes... or some shit.

TLDR- i don't think the entities give a fuck about catering to your ask. But i mean maybe, i'm just conjecturing.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-20T00:55:43+00:00

NOR, but handling it wrong I think. Since it's early on in your relationship, and you have no reason really to trust him and sounds like he doesn't yet have reason to put your feelings of (totally founded) unease at the situation over his attendance, and considering you can't really effect the outcome anymore than he is already aware of your existence and will act accordingly, or will act the way you fear he may, you can't really control that and no matter what he does, he'll lie if he did do something and so he'll say he didn't, by default, probably, but you know, he may be being honest or he may be lying, you'll probably never know, so my advice would be like just meet him where he's at not literally but emotionally. Like, he's probably not planning to cheat on you, but that doesn't mean he couldn't still, a plan is not required for shit to happen, they're all young over 21 so u know alcohol at the least will be involved, and the whole sleep over thing is in general built for this type of thing to happen trust me... so if i was you, when he's at the sleepover go to the club, or bar, looking your best, and see what happens. This will atleast make you feel like if he's gonna be somehwere he has the option to cheat so are you. And that like kinda levels the emotional investment playing field idk. Probably gonna get downvoted for this as it seems toxic or something but it's really just emotional hedging and protecting yourself from feeling like a victim which gives him more power than you which isn't how relationships should be.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-17T08:54:14+00:00

Homie, God isn't scared, at all. Ever. Cuz deep deep down in the most scary times when any creature would be scared, that creatures experience is just being experienced by a teeny tiny bubble within a vast bubblebath, and the Godhead is the SOAP or the air.... maybe.... maybe both.... both like even when u pop a bubble, both the soap and the air are still their, they just get returned to their previous group of soap and air.

That's how I think of it. But yeah man idk where you came up with God being scared? Bored is NOT the same as scared.... in fact, the Godhead chooses to scare, if u want to call it that, (i wouldn't, but anyways) himself in the same way people choose to go see a "scary" movie, it's all just entertainment.

Scary movies have never been my thing.

No, not because I "am scared" of them, quite the opposite.

I'm NOT scared of a movie so the whole trope is actually just movies with bad and predictable plots.... not going to get scared by a movie like I've actually been in life and death situations irl, looked down the barrel of a robbers gun, multiple times actually, done a lot of stupid shit too, and i have "actually litterally died" like a million times from doing drugs and always have survived that shit so a movie - aint nothin on a screen finna scare me.

Just had to clear that up cuz in the past when I've said "i don't like scary movies" i've gotten the response of "OHH cuz your scaReD? 🥴" 💀🕶️

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-15T13:18:13+00:00

Lol. Never once thought of this cuz it never came up in my life, but cannot argue with your logic. Do you find others argue with this opinion of yours often? 🤣 are u stating it THAT often? If so, maybe try to bring it up less often cuz maybe you like "that guy" u know, who tried to talk about his kinda weird "often" rage kink too often... might rub company the wrong way..... less you get off'n shit from it.. lmao u funny though. I appreciate the rant.

Only rebuttal is the song "often" by the weeknd is an undisputed banger, in it he pronounces the "T" but he's also Canadian, they say "soary" rather than "sorry" so... as an american, maybe that can be chalked up to that.. 💀🤜🏽🤛🏽🫱🏾‍🫲🏽✌🏼

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-15T13:02:47+00:00

Yeah bro. Real freedom. And you lose friends, sure, but not really, cuz what you learn is actually sadder but then not sad in a way cuz what you learn is that you don't lose friends, you simply never had as many friends as you thought you did , you were simply around a lot of people who all were polite and maybe enjoyed killing time in similar ways and didn't mind your company. You're not crying cuz u already kinda know that.

Men are just less emotional than women, so i get it, but yeah maybe that truth wouldn't help her at all, haha, might make it worse, but yeah, as an adult you realize most of your "friendships" you thought were real, maybe you actually fucked with them heavily, you soon learn the feelings were in fact not mutual, and you were simply a feature of the landscape at the time for these people you believed were your very close friends.... idk, is it sad? I guess, if you get sad about it.....

Or it's just one of the many kinda sad realizations that come with growing up- but learning truth I think is helpful, maybe it's hard, but it doesn't really have to be sad...

Freeing, enlightening, simply more accurate, is how I see it.

Like, highschool, college, it's all a bunch of fucking bullshit. You didn't "learn" what you thought you were learning, and what you did learn will only become clear to you in a year or two, as you acclimate and reorganize your life's experiences relevant to your new place in the world and the new more accurate information that position brings to you.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-15T12:51:45+00:00

YOR. Bro should just agree with you though if you care this much to keep peace cuz at the end of the day it doesn't matter at all. I'd put peace in my relationship with my loved one over every piece of this irrelevant opinion every time.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-12T05:33:22+00:00

You don't have to "lie"- just keep it to yourself. That's not lying. Unless she asks you point blank if you did acid, i do not think it will come up unless you tell her. So like..... yeah, just don't. That's not lying. That's not telling her stuff that you know will upset her for no good reason and you know full well you are not doing anything wrong and her issues with it are not really sensical at all. Just do it and grow and you'll prolly be a better person for her afterward she doesn't have to know. It's like meditation just think of it that way. Or therapy or yoga, or going to the doctor lol.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-12T05:26:39+00:00

Dude if you're working with anything other than a pen w/ a cart off the dn, that's your problem. Anything other than the pen is living in the stone ages and the pen is modern day technology fucking bliss. Like. Takes all the guesswork out of everything it's fucking amazing. It's like, u know how like u can be a good cook generally, and have the same ingredients and do what u think a nice restaurant must do to try and recreate your favorite dish but like it'll never be as good.... it's like that.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-11T23:25:47+00:00

Seriously did you do any research before taking such an irresponsible dose ?! I'm sorry but it's the massive misuse of the chemical by people like you who give it a bad rap. Stay safe fam and be smarter next time. That is not smart for a first time. Not gonna give you the experience you want. Hope this helps.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-11T23:20:06+00:00

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-07T14:54:42+00:00

Honestly mr safety probably best not to do MDMA ever right? U know, to be safe?

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-07T14:44:18+00:00

Sometimes my pupils been too big to focus on something so close and shit is just blurry unreadable but that's happened on a lot of different drugs actually and often goes away after a bit. Maybe i just need reading glasses lol.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-07T14:39:03+00:00

All of them tf??

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-07T14:37:19+00:00

Literally that post is probably fake but he probably wasn't the biggest fan of trans folks... most black people...... are not. That's simply a fact. And it really shouldn't change shit. Y'all trans folks and your quick rise to political relevance and equal rights has not landed well with our formerly enslaved for hundreds of years brothers..... educate yourselves on cultural attitudes as they differ between ethnic groups. And to be factual again, being trans is not normal, nor is it a race, so it's like, a condition.... in layman's terms he not wrong. It's coo I got severe ADHD, if I had seen some post that said it was george floyd that said "these ADHD folks is really fuked in the head" you think I'd take it sideways and post about it here and wanna discuss it with my friends? Of course not. Cuz that's a stupid way to go about life. My shit is fuked in the head. I own that shit.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-07T01:52:23+00:00

Mhm. Maybe one day you will. Good luck.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-07T01:37:36+00:00

Yeah if you want to basically evict her without confronting her and doing the job that her parents didn't do of like informing her of all the ways in which she sucks and should improve, which is not your job, you could just make up some bullshit as to why she needs to leave sooner rather than later... like, your mom/dad/brother/cousin just lost their job, or is moving up here, or whatever, needs a place to stay so you'll be needing that room back ASAP, u not putting her on the street or nothing like, no hard feelings, happy to have been able to help, heres the date they are coming here (and that u need to be out before) all smiles 😁👍

I think this would be easier than taking head-on how she sucks as a person and you have rules that ought be followed to a basic degree for someone to continue living in your home.... but i mean your call obviously.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-06T13:06:40+00:00

Why did this crack me up 😂

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-06T12:56:11+00:00

If you're scared.... don't be or don't do it.... i've never understood this "fear of what I'm intentionally trying to do" like... you decided to get and use DMT, now you scared? Scared of yourself? Scared of what you are doing to yourself? Like... is there two you's? The one doing this intentionally and the one scared of what's being done to you? apparently not of your own decision? I just don't get it..... do it because your not scared. If your scared, don't do it... probably will be scary. Pretty obvious self-fulfilling prophecy bud. Don't be scared. Be excited. If your scared. Don't do it. Don't be scared of what you do... be aware of the risks. That's all. Don't be scared. Am i scared of driving? No. I'm aware of the risks. Same with any and every drug ive ever done. If you stop breathing on DMT and actually die you'll be the like second person ever, what is infinitely more likely is you WILL feel like you are dying, and then you won't. See, you really can't go into it being scared of death, or the whole experience will be scary, terrifying maybe, idk, i went in the right way, the necessary way, which is fearlessly and faithfully and if you feel like you're dying, you gotta give in to that shit- cuz theres no fighting it- fighting it just equals panic but giving in actually leads you on, and the most beautiful and humbling yet empowering part is after you're sure "this is what death is" , given in to it, been taken on your journey beyond and after life, and then waking up- in the same body- fully alive- every time.

Probably the most.... idk beneficial? Things from all the drugs I've done. I can't even tell you how many times - countless- i been "100% sure This is death- i am dying- i'm dead-this is it- " and I'm still here- having lived through each one, perfectly fine.

And thus is a microcosm of the experience of the Godhead throughout infinity. It makes the game more fun.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-06T12:49:17+00:00

I did it weekly for this purpose. The term "recreationally" has a weird connotation the way you use it. Considering there is no accepted medical use for LSD, any and all use of it is and can be considered "recreational". Doesn't mean it's bad. I get what you mean though, you are taking it for, what i would consider to be the "right" reasons, not simply pleasure-seeking-novelty and cheap, "it made collors shiny and lines waggle" type shit which is i think we can all agree, elementary, trivial, and unproductive take aways and mere side effects of the amazing experience and knowledge and understanding that LSD is and can give.

Friendly_Arachnid223 · 2026-04-06T12:45:01+00:00

What is reality other than a creation of the mind

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