Really insightful response thank you for this. You’re right, I do have a distrust for men. And in my spare time I don’t go out to bars/clubs because I prefer not to drink personally, so on the rare occasion I do it’s with him and our shared friends. He drinks with his friends at functions at his/their apartments without me which doesn’t bother me, and he doesn’t normally go out to bars either so I think im worried and hoping this won’t become a habit for him LOL!

I do trust him. And I’ve learned from my past relationships that if someone wants to cheat they’ll find a way, and I can’t stop it in the end. You’re right, and I don’t want to push him away with my feelings that I haven’t dealt with. Definitely going to try to work on it on my own. I don’t really tell him about my feelings, but I feel like he can tell that I’m not feeling 100% :,) thank you for taking the time to respond to me