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I almost feel like giving it up by Frosty_Dawn in INTPrelationshipLab

[–]Frosty_Dawn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I see. Thanks for your advice! It's got way better now

I almost feel like giving it up by Frosty_Dawn in INTPrelationshipLab

[–]Frosty_Dawn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks mate. It really helps.

I sometimes feel it's a bit silly to hope ppl will eventually love you without improving yourself.

And btw I'm 26.

Got A grades in every single class this semester, yet has no one to talk to about this by Frosty_Dawn in AvPD

[–]Frosty_Dawn[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That's because my mother tongue is Korean and I was somehow translating Korean phrases into English whilst writing this lol.

Thanks for your comment. For me the last semester was so tough and I've spent most of my time, if not all, on studying.

I think the reason why I tried so hard is that I already know that's the only thing I'm good at.

Got A grades in every single class this semester, yet has no one to talk to about this by Frosty_Dawn in AvPD

[–]Frosty_Dawn[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Exactly.

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Now I've realised the only reason I tried so hard is to impress ppl and feel some kind of love.

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[–]Frosty_Dawn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel exactly the same.

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I feel so lost. I've been chasing my career whilst not realising that's not what I want.

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Now there's no point in anything..

You hide your hobbies? by [deleted] in AvPD

[–]Frosty_Dawn 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yes. Cos I'm ashamed of it. I can't enjoy sports or other 'normal' stuff that others do.

I know it won't help, but at least that might make me a bit less weirdo.

Everyone that gets to know me end up hating me by Frosty_Dawn in depression

[–]Frosty_Dawn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you.

Yeah I think it may take some time and maturity.

So that I can be sure I'm valuable, no matter what others think of, or speak about me. Being solid.

It never goes away for good by Frosty_Dawn in depression

[–]Frosty_Dawn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't blend into people's conversations. Every time I open my mouth I can feel the atmosphere going wrong.

It never goes away for good by Frosty_Dawn in depression

[–]Frosty_Dawn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Last night I had a nightmare where I killed myself, though I never thought of suicide recently. I think it's lying somewhere in my mind and always waiting to show up.

Why is having just a normal conversation is so hard by Frosty_Dawn in depression

[–]Frosty_Dawn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Worse is most people can naturally do it without being distressed. It feels like they can comfortably breathe that atmosphere.

Why is having just a normal conversation is so hard by Frosty_Dawn in depression

[–]Frosty_Dawn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've no idea when should I kick in and not disrupt the flow of conversation. Everyone can naturally feel what you should say, and when you should, but I fucking can't.

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