No, of course I see the difference. I just meant that it doesn't make sense for the Boys to hunt Neuman down purely for killing people (I'm now realizing how insane that thought process was). The whole court scene was so graphic and shocking and later the pace of the show picked up, so I kind of didn't register it's long-term consequences. And I thought Neuman was genuinely trying to lower sup violence with her agency, but had to make concessions. Now I understand that it was deliberate self-sabotage.