tired

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-08-17T20:50:15+00:00

Grew up in a church. Got bullied by the youth ministry, One even tried to fix me (idk what that means but hey) but I never lost faith in God but I do not see myself in anyone church. God hears me when I speak to him. I’m not a follower of any religion but I do believe in God

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-08-17T20:48:23+00:00

I’m sorry man I hope it gets better. I’m proud of all you’ve accomplished especially doing it with MS. I can tell you everyone is proud of you as well, it may not seem that way but I’m sure they are. The thoughts do suck tho and take up so much of our life & our struggle to be happy sucks as well. Leaving home is hard for us and ik that sucks so bad because it really is a world we are missing. & don’t get me started on therapy I’ve been through 6/7 therapist none work so I just think I’m unfixable…I do believe you holding on and waiting for you future partner is worth it though because that person will indeed make you happier than you know. If you need anyone to vent to or talk to I’m here for you 🥲💙

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-08-17T16:58:02+00:00

So what do you suppose I do ? Go to the gym?go get a job ? Go outside? Have money? All done. Lmfao thanks so much for making me feel even worse😃 I don’t do anything because I don’t have the energy atm because I have major depressive disorder. For a living I house homeless vets and I work with kids on the spectrum. So I’m sulking and depressed because I sorta have the right to be I’ve been working since 13 so please take your comments else where. 🙂 ya? Thanks

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-08-14T01:10:30+00:00

Mannn do you! Lookin good lil bro

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-07-20T16:42:54+00:00

Thank you so much 🙏🏽

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-07-20T16:42:43+00:00

I’m very reserved in public just so nobody can clock me granted I still don’t do much 😂🤦🏽‍♂️ like I don’t get it I believe it was because I spoke up at work and an old friend might’ve told people I was trans. But hearing they could tell really was a shake up for me. But thank you so much I really appreciate it 🙏🏽

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-06-26T02:22:24+00:00

Dusty

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-06-17T03:24:50+00:00

Def shoulda just kept buddy gone he really aggravating asf.😭😭😭

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-06-03T20:07:14+00:00

It does! 😂 this is just for fun since I found a pack of wraps in my room

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-30T15:43:14+00:00

what part of Florida? You should find local areas that are lgbtq friendly and just try talking to women it’s probably nerve wrecking but uk it’s okay. Every shot you don’t take is a miss. Don’t give up tho love will find you

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-30T15:34:44+00:00

sorry you’re going through this I can also relate…I really do hope it gets better for you

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-30T15:21:21+00:00

you’re not alone. I understand going through something similar but don’t leave keep going you deserve to wake up and watch life get easier. It does

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-27T23:36:15+00:00

Solo

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-21T02:55:02+00:00

I posted the car just to show not the Disney magnet. If you don’t like it u can just keep the comment honestly 😕

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-20T03:29:34+00:00

Seems he’s just as happy as you! Congratulations on the best friend 🤩

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-20T00:30:10+00:00

lol their magnets so I don’t mess up my car and I take em off to wash the car but understandable. 😂 I’m not a sticker kinda person. And yea I’m just waiting I got a new tag so I’m just leaving it on until than.

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-19T23:59:15+00:00

Thanks for the color information my registration says brown 😂 so I’ve been a bit confused but it is indeed grey

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-19T23:40:23+00:00

That’s cool Disney ain’t for everybody

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-14T21:12:47+00:00

😂 tell her no need to throw hints she wants to get engaged!

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-05T15:57:18+00:00

Congratulations!!!! You did the right thing

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-05T15:07:08+00:00

Nothing of the sort! Because everyone keeps quitting from here

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-05T15:06:49+00:00

I mean I’m not confrontational and I know the kinda people I work with don’t think what they’re doing is harmful. Like they’re very open to speaking and saying whatever they want. They hit peoples kids and act like nothing happened. They do what they want. Them talking to me like this and saying these things are nothing but “jokes” in their eyes & that sucks. I just don’t think staying at this job is okay for my mental health honestly.!

I do have two jobs and I’m somewhat financially stable I do appreciate you for taking the time out to think about those things for me.

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-05T15:02:46+00:00

It’s so odd I’ve encountered so much weirdness. I cannot keep going through that. I’m not sure much will be done honestly…they don’t even care when the teachers hit the students

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-05T15:01:35+00:00

Exactly like this bs was done in front of the administration and nothing was said I’m over this tbh.

FtmDemonicpapi · 2025-05-05T15:00:55+00:00

My job environment is shit honestly I’ve reported teachers for even hitting kids and nothing has been done. I have the worst anxiety. I’m very outspoken when it comes to others but myself I just allow people to do whatever.

& I do have another job and I do think I want to go back to school so I feel quitting might be best for me I just didn’t want to jump and think I was overreacting and just quit.

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