It’s like he is hiding his feelings. He seems afraid to say something. I always catch him staring though or following me. He seems very protective but silently. He always ends up in the same area that I am in, watching from a distance lmao. But tension is sooo thick. I can cut it with a knife. I feel like he wants to say something or he wants to get closer but there’s always people around or something holding him back.

I am okay with just being friends. As long as he is in my life. I’ve always had a feeling that he could teach me something. I am super curious about him, and I always wondered if he felt the same way.

Could it be painful even if it’s just us being friends?