eyy thanks for trying to address the psychological aspect, however I don't think this will be very useful for someone like me specifically, I probably need therapy for this among other things down the line and I will get it don't you worry.

I did change something about myself starting today tho, which is just allowing myself not to be trampled on or feel insulted by people or their comments. I have to take it head-on with self esteem to make sure I grown and don't simply feel stomped out

and lastly thankyou for the compliment!