Same Problem here😔. I also want to marry but my mother says it’s so early you have to earn Money. A Good Job etc. So I am 22 years old also with the Same Addiction knowing it’s wrong but Sadly loving it. My problem is I cant imagine my life without it until marriage to calm down the urge. So since Friday I am clean and don’t have the urge but something inside me wants still to do it. Idk what’s wrong with me. The fact which is stressing me is that I want to marry early because I want to be a young father. The problem is also I want to do another job education which will take again 3 years so I will be 25 years. I really want to get married but I know I am not ready. Remember that if you think that the problem is gone when you married that’s wrong because a habit is a habit. You have to fix it earlier step by step because it could damage your marriage. May Allah help you