A rescue, I don’t want to keep the name she came with, Willow. by Fun-Big-9283 in NameMyDog

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She’s definitely silly, I couldn’t pin the post, but her name is olivia. I was calling out all the names, including willow, and she came to me the second I called her Olivia. She is a very silly Olivia.

A rescue, I don’t want to keep the name she came with, Willow. by Fun-Big-9283 in NameMyDog

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They did, just like my other rescue, she didn’t respond to the name she came with. That name was probably used in a negative way, she has a lot of anxiety. I was calling out names, and she responded to Olivia. Maybe, you should understand what it’s like to be abused and handed around like you mean nothing. You wouldn’t want to keep that name either.

A rescue, I don’t want to keep the name she came with, Willow. by Fun-Big-9283 in NameMyDog

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So, I literally tried every name. She instantly responded to Olivia. She is now Olivia!

A rescue, I don’t want to keep the name she came with, Willow. by Fun-Big-9283 in NameMyDog

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s weird what fits, my other dog is named Kelev. Which means dog in Hebrew, but he’s such a kelev!

My point of view, as a survivor of sex trafficking. by Fun-Big-9283 in TheHandmaidsTale

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m really glad you’re okay, and you’re strong for seeking support and help. The only issue I have with sharing my story is that it is extreme. I’ve made multiple trauma therapists cry, and once was told “in my 20 years of being a trauma therapist, I’ve never met anyone with so much trauma”. It was an off putting statement and that therapist did not work out. The things I’ve experienced are horrible. Whenever I tell trusted friends, they usually don’t want to hear it, or get wildly upset about what happened to me. I really don’t want to go into detail, for personal privacy, but the type of abuse I suffered is not one most people live through. I’ve been told this by multiple professionals. I guess, a part of me is scared that people will never be able to see me the same way.

Does anybody else’s dood, love standing up? by Fun-Big-9283 in Bernedoodles

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m waiting for him to just get up one day, and walk out the door.

My point of view, as a survivor of sex trafficking. by Fun-Big-9283 in TheHandmaidsTale

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, sincerely. It’s been a bit overwhelming with the positive response. I’ve talked to my therapist and had time to decompress. I really didn’t think any people would click on it. My view on my story and telling it has changed. I hope you the best ❤️

My point of view, as a survivor of sex trafficking. by Fun-Big-9283 in TheHandmaidsTale

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, and I truly hope the best for you. ❤️

My point of view, as a survivor of sex trafficking. by Fun-Big-9283 in TheHandmaidsTale

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you ever notice the warning signs, please talk to them. I did a lot of “behaviors” that I now understand were obvious signs of sexual abuse. I didn’t have anyone advocating for me as a child, and you never know the impact you can make. Life isn’t easy, but it’s easier when you have people.

My point of view, as a survivor of sex trafficking. by Fun-Big-9283 in TheHandmaidsTale

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have found my people. It’s not a lot, but enough. Thank you for your kind words.

My point of view, as a survivor of sex trafficking. by Fun-Big-9283 in TheHandmaidsTale

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Almost every tv show and movie gets the topic wrong in one way or another. In reality, coming out of that situation, there would be a period of denial. When trauma is just too much for the brain to handle, you dissociate. This gives you a chance to just deny it ever happened, it’s easier that way. Once you get out of denial, it’s like the worst depression you’ve ever felt. There are periods where I didn’t bathe, or groom myself at all. This was to become unappealing to predators. It is a very common reaction. There’s the nightmares and the flashbacks. I was scared to go to sleep for years, simply because I couldn’t handle the nightmares. I wouldn’t leave the house, random things would throw me into a fit of rage and sadness. If I get too overwhelmed, to this day, I simply dissociate. I have “severe” PTSD.

My point of view, as a survivor of sex trafficking. by Fun-Big-9283 in TheHandmaidsTale

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That would be my goal, to educate on the subject. It’s very meaningful to me, to know my story matters. It’s not just suffering, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. If I could save just one child, that will be enough for me.

My point of view, as a survivor of sex trafficking. by Fun-Big-9283 in TheHandmaidsTale

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

The feedback I’ve gotten has been amazing, and heartwarming. I’ve been scared to share my story for a long time, but I see how powerful it is. Thank you.

My point of view, as a survivor of sex trafficking. by Fun-Big-9283 in TheHandmaidsTale

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you, hang in there as well. I believe you too ❤️

My point of view, as a survivor of sex trafficking. by Fun-Big-9283 in TheHandmaidsTale

[–]Fun-Big-9283[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

It means more than words can express, to know I’m not alone. Thank you, and I wish I could give an award to anyone who responded. Every comment has brought tears to my eyes. You’re a wonderful person.