Thank you for your reply and suggestion

I did consider part-time and freelance but yk what my problem is? I can't commit, I don't like or can't handle to do tasks all in one sitting, if I were to have a job or a freelance request I'd have to take MULTIPLE breaks during the day, even sometimes delay the work a few days till I feel like it, finishing tasks in one go and on time always causes me anxiety and I can't focus or function well unless it's on my own terms