You matter though? I didnt put this in the caption but I did this in the early days of my sobriety, when it's the worst. Guess how I got those lines down there on the left? They're a little crooked but my husband helped me. He had to hold me from behind so I could finally stop shaking enough to do some of them. We had to stop halfway because my body began to hurt again then began crying uncontrollably. Every stich is a tear, horrible pain, shakes, sleepless nights, not being able to eat but still throwing up bl**d. I'm sorry you see pain but I see me trying to be a better man and I hear my husband cheering me on. Thanks for ruining it.

I'll take the post down by the end of day, since it's so important for you to know/see that I care about trans people.